The Awakening {Gojo & Sukuna x Reader.}

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After struggling to take off his clothes with one hand, he went to the shower in front of the tub. She couldn't help but to look at his naked figure. From time to time he forgets about his cut arm and tries to use it. Her head felt dizzy, body heavier with both clothes and water.

"Don't look back." She ordered before taking off the remaining clothes.

"He'll probably kill both of us if he comes here~" She commented with a light smile.

"Eh~ what a great man you've got." He scoffed which irritated her.

"I love him, and he also—" The water sound from the shower and her voice simultaneously stopped. When Gojo turned around, both exchanged cold stares.

"He had never confessed, did he?" Unconsciously the man had a grin that wasn't perceived by y/n when she looked at her submerged body.

"Does it matter? Cuz, we confessed to each other once and look at how strangers we've gotten ever since." After a glance at the ceiling, Gojo closed his eyes, slight water drops fell on his face, each one reminded him of something about their relationship.

"I— hate the actions my job forces me to take, like killing Suguru. You already know what it feels like to kill your best friend. But then I'm sure you blamed your power and the shamans' world because I did the same to escape reality. However what I regret the most is my own actions, like when I madly killed you. I could only blame myself. Tomorrow you should not blame yourself. I'm the one who forces you to kill your lover. I'm the selfish guy who doesn't want to kill his student as he promised." He approached her and crouched down to be at her level.

"So, blame me for everything, hate me instead of hating yourself, okay?" It surprised him when her body trembled thanks to a chuckle, she's unexpected lately. However when it turned into a laughing cry, Gojo felt bad for her. Unlike everyone else at school, he was often harsh on her. A hug might be an apology or a new page in their story, but he couldn't do it just after asking her to kill her lover.

"If I completed my task, Yuji wouldn't have eaten the finger." He looked down, ashamed of himself.

"I don't want to choose... I can't." Her tears mixed with water and sadness filled her chest to the brim and sobs echoed inside the bathroom.

"Which is totally normal. Guess I have to fix my mistakes." He patted her head and walked to the door, he took a last glance at her, he meant what he said but she took it as a threat. When her foot slid with water she stumbled over his figure.

"A shower can't make us sober up, only time can."

Just like how you quickly moved on.

They lost their balance all the way to the room then both crashed on the large bed letting their guards down. The heater was off despite the cold weather because he rarely comes home.

"It's cold here." He shivered until golden stripes warmed her body and his cold hand touched her back.

"So warm~" She had blurry vision and blinked heavily. The mark he hated the most appeared right under his hand.

"Yuji... Sukuna..." She mumbled in her sleep and he touched the Shiro simadi. It was warm, soft and pretty shiny.

"Night, y/n." For moments hugging her and hearing her snores closely was his strongest desire. Once he did, he wanted more of her. Hell he wants all of her to himself tonight and forever. However, he only wrapped the sleeping girl tight all night. He had no right to do more.

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When she saw his sleepy features, Sukuna came to mind. Once she wanted to move away, his arm and leg tightened. Getting a firm hold of her that she couldn't move away no matter what.