art and football | nagi s. X reader

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a typical school day would play out like this for me¬

i wake up, make myself a bento before leaving for school. i'm usually rather early, so i either simply sit in the classroom and draw until class begins or if reo and his team are playing i'll watch in the distance for a bit then quickly go to class.

studying was never enjoyable for me, so i'd usually spend most of my lesson drawing on my notebook. the teacher, thinking that i'm taking notes, does not interrupt me. it's a win-win situation for me.

lunch comes along, and i find myself a quiet corner to eat in before returning to my last classes.

and then i usually go to the field and watch the football team, sometimes alone and other times a couple girls will join however, they'll sit in the benches. before it gets too late, i return to the art club and work a little on my paintings and then i go home.

i'm not quite the person to really change my routine too much. it's been like this since i gave up on making friends in school and i'd say it's a pretty decent routine. i guess the only thing i'd want to change is my cowardice... i'd like to be friends with reo sometime too, just like the other girls are. they make it seem so easy- but i knew that if i tried i would fuck up so bad that he'd become disgusted with me. i could never risk that... like..... ever.....

i let out a sigh before closing my notebook and pushing my face into my pillow, resisting the urge to groan loudly (though if i did my mother wouldn't hesitate to barge in and hit me).

"gosh... i really wish i was like the girls in my class..." i mumbed against my pillow, "how come we're so different? it's so unfair."

my phone that sat on my bed buzzed loudly, and i picked it up to see a notification from meowgram.

i opened the notification and saw a new post made by my old middle school friend. there she was, with another of our mutual friend, posing in their school uniforms.

they were so lucky to be able to go to the same school together... i sighed.

the friendgroup pretty much split up when it was time for high school. only 2 of us went the same path, and the rest spread out-

however

i was the only one to attend to a high school so far away. so while the others, despite not attending the same school, are able to meet more frequently- i'm not.

i liked the post and commented a bunch of hearts and kissy emojis.

i suddenly got the genius idea to search for my crush on meowgram. someone as popular as him at school has to have a public meowgram, right?

after typing his name in the search engine and searching through the list of accounts, i finally found his account and it was exactly what i expected.

he only had 4 posts uploaded and had 6.8k followers and 13 following. his posts, though being simple selfies or sceneries, had thousands of likes. my finger hovered over the follow button, but i quickly decided against it. what if he sees my account and thinks i'm stalking him?

wait... i am so stalking him right now. this is weird, isn't it?!

but all i'm doing is looking at his account... that's all.

i clicked on his following and saw that he was following a couple guys from our school and then some others i didn't recognize.

megu._nya

Isagi_Yoichi

hyoma_panther

kuni_rensu2

ItoshiRin91285

thenagi

the nagi? isn't that the white haired guy- reo's friend?

i clicked on his profile and saw that he was private with only 5 followers and 5 following and 0 posts.

wow... they're complete polar opposites.

i quickly stopped my stalking session after that, feeling slightly guilty but a little satisfied.

one day i'll gather the courage to talk to him...