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ever since our first kiss, nagi and i have not kissed again. all this time, it's been purely hugs that we've exchanged, and i didn't realize this up until i began seeing how lovey-dovey other couples would be on the streets, or in shows.

i realized i'm not affectionate enough! and nagi is probably the type not to initiate things like that (i'm not either). but when i consulted in my girl friends, they all told me that i should shower him in affection because most guys desire that, even if they don't know it or express it, especially someone who's never dated before. it got me thinking if nagi was also like that.

maybe asking him would be the easiest way out of this little dilemma i've found myself in, but everytime i'm about to ask, i just explode in embarrassment and tell him that it's nothing. he's clearly confused by this, but he let's me go with a (rough) pat to my head.

i've never been in a relationship so obviously i don't really know how things are meant to go, i'm just going off of what my girl friends tell me, and what the boys tell me (even though most of them have never been in relationships themselves. bachira's advice is outrageous, but reo and chigiri's are very helpful). safe to say, i am just an idiot and amateur, and nagi is as well, excluding the idiot part.

he never asks anything more of me than what we often do (hugs and cuddles) and he's the one that initiates these things often times. nothing more.

that's when i understood things needed to change!

i need to stop being a coward first.

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it's after school time. today was exhausting for both nagi and me- we had exceptionally long and draining lessons, along with football practice and art. i just wanted to take a long nap.

i set my art supplies down near the entrance, not having the energy to find a place to put them all in. i told nagi to do the same, and he did so wordlessly, also slipping out of his shoes. he carelessly threw his uniform off on the floor, before heading quickly to his room, mumbling something about picking the clothes up later.

i let my bag slip down my shoulder and fall to the ground with a soft thud, before throwing off my shoes as well. as i walked to his room, i slowly took off my cardigan, leaving my white button down under and my red bow which was a part of the uniform. the cardigan was just something i added because i liked that it hid my body shape better than the white shirt by itself. i began unbuttoning from the top and i pulled off the bow by the time i reached his room, and i saw him already lying in bed and under his fluffy blanket, his hoodie and pants discarded on the floor. he probably put on something quick and easy before diving in bed.

"i'm gonna change, so don't look, okay?"

i already knew that he wouldn't, but i just wanted to make sure in case.

"mmmmm...." he responded back, and i fought a giggle at his exhausted state.

i quickly changed out of my uniform, putting on a pair of shorts i owned and an off shoulder sweater, before approaching him on the bed. i didn't have to say anything and he didn't have to see me for him to scoot over and pull the blanket up for me to join him. i got in beside him and was quickly engulfed by his warmth, and i felt myself relaxing under the blanket on top of me. he pulled me closer to him, and put his chin on top of my head, successfully trapping me in his hug. i was never able to escape him when he held me like this, not that i wanted to.

i could feel his slightly wet hair poking my ear and cheek. i didn't think that it'd stay wet since he showered in the changing room till now... he probably didn't care to dry it with a towel this time.

how careless! he could get sick.

but i had bigger things to worry about (a little).

my true plan actually failed the moment he pulled me in like that, i was going to give him a kiss on the cheek before falling asleep, but i forgot and just got in the bed with him. i kind of wanted to slap myself for forgetting something like that so quickly. now i was face to face with his collarbone and chest.  i scooted closer to him, before pressing my lips against his collarbone, my hold on his shirt tightening.

i felt him twitch, just a little, probably from surprise, but his hold on me didn't shift.

i let my head rest on his chest, listening to his quickening heart beat that slowly lulled me to sleep. we stayed like that for a bit, until i felt him shift a little.

"you're not giving me more?"

i quickly opened my eyes, surprised at his words.

"h-huh?"

"gimme me more. i like the feeling of your lips on me."

if my heart could explode, i swear it would've right now. his bluntness never fails to threaten to give me heart problems. i felt my face heating up, and i was frozen in place for a bit, before wordlessly shifting closer to his neck once more and pressing more nervous, small kisses along his collarbone and neck. i heard him let out a sigh and felt his hold on me slightly relaxing.

"mm... feels good." he mumbled against my head. "i'm ticklish there."

i couldn't answer him, far too embarrassed, and slowly after that i fell asleep.

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(SOME PEOPLE WANTED SMUT BUT IM TO AMATEUR TO WRITE IT HAVE THIS INSTEAD)

HI!!!! Soryr for the disappearance!!!!! school started... it was hard.... its still hard! exams are now, but instead im writing for this book hehe            ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) tanks so much for the kind words, they make me cry sometimes, but good tears! i'm so happy, and thanks so much for the patience! i will slowly write more now, i just had to make an idea of how to write everthing and include veverynes ideas because i liked them all so much! if you have more requests let me know hehehe ,my readers are so creative and helpful!!!!!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

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