If Only You Loved Me | ✓

Chapter 13

Messenger
Ryker Adeva

Ryker:
hey haha

Aziah:
Ano na naman?

Ryker:
sure ka bang naka-panty ka? 😋

Aziah:
INAMO OO MAY SUOT AKO
Bakit???

Ryker:
suot mo brief ko haha
please pakibalik HAHAHA

Aziah:
NAKAKAINIS
ARGHH
Di naman to yung gamit na no!?

Ryker:
hahaha di
alam ko na reregalo ko sayo
sa bday mo 🫶🏻 🩲

Aziah:
subukan mo lang talaga na
brief iregalo mo
puputulan KITA 🖕

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Chapter 13

I can't believe I'd let this dark-haired tall playboy lodged in my heart as if he reserved it for his lifetime. My whole policy was completely rewritten because of him. My rules. . .were changed little by little just because I've met him.

I was biting my nails as I typed down my response to him. He fucked me until daylight. The only rest I've got was when I gave him heads. Kaya naman late na late na ako nakabangon. I took my previous clothes and far from my better judgement, kumuha pa yata ako ng brief n'ya galing sa mga bagong laba n'yang damit. May panty pa ako sa condo ni gago!

I took a quick shower from our house. Isang bungalow house ang naipundar ni Mama dahil sa mga naging trabaho n'ya. She was always an executive secretary and she's good at her job—madalas lang na umaalis sa trabaho o di kaya natatanggal dahil sa pag-ibig.

I was drying my wet hair when Mama called me from the living room. Sumilip naman ako dahil nakabihis naman na ako. Nakita ko roon na may bisita pala kami. Si. . .Lola Tesita pala; ang mama ng nanay ko.

She peered over at me, her eyes turning to slits as soon as it landed on her granddaughter. . .or the person who made her daughter feel so unloved.

"Hindi ka lang ba magmamano?" pagtataray n'ya sa akin.

"Good morning po," I walked towards her with furtive steps. Kinuha ko ang kamay n'ya kahit halos naninigas ito at ayaw ipahawak sa akin.

I managed to put my forehead on the back of her palm. Agad n'yang binawi ang kamay n'ya at iritableng pinunasan ang kan'yang kamay.

"Ma, parang ewan," sita ni Mommy kay Lola Tesita. "Apo mo naman 'yang si Aziah."

"Kamukhang-kamukha n'ya ang tatay n'yang walang kwenta," she sneered right at my face. "Bakit ba kasi di mo na lang 'yan nilaglag?"

Tiny thorns were planted on my throat. Ngumiti lang ako kay Mama at tinuro ang kwarto ko.

"Magpapatuyo lang po ako ng buhok ha?" sabi ko kay Mama. "Pakitawag na lang po ako kung may kailangan. . ."

"Aziah. . ." ani Mama.

Lola Tesita observed me more, her eyes slowly turning to slits before she seethed. "Buti nga na di siya kulot! Kasi kung pati iyon ay nakuha n'ya sa tatay n'yang walang kwenta, kalbuhin mo na lang 'yang anak n'ya!"

"Ma! Ano ba!" naiiritang sigaw ni Mama. "Apo mo si Ziah! Alam mo? Kung nandito ka lang para pagsalitaan ang anak ko, lumabas ka na."

Lola Tesita shook her head. "Zandra naman. . .nandito ako para kausapin ka sa mana mo. Alam mo naman na sa 'yo pinangalan ng ama n'yo ang kalahati ng hacienda. . ."