If Only You Loved Me | ✓

Chapter 32

TW: Animal Abuse

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Messenger
Baby Namin Si Kiran 👼

Ziah:
kaibigan nyo pa rin ba ako
kung nag-beg ako for sex

Kiran:
????

Lotte:
Sino ka at bakit
nasa gc ka namin?

Ziah:
🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

Kiran:
hala, ang saya
proud ka pa talaga nag-beg ka 😹

Ziah:
seven ⭕️

Kiran:
seven?

Ziah:
rounds

Lotte:
Sana multuhin kayo ni Tita

but knowing her—baka proud pa siyang magaling ka sa ride ryker na larangan 😊

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Chapter 32

My whole body was particularly, there was a searing pain in between my legs but the comfort of someone around me made me feel at ease. I snuggled into his chest as the sun was slowly rising. Matapos kong ibalita ang katangahan ko sa mga kaibigan ko ay bumalik ako sa bisig ni Ryker.

My eyes fluttered open as soon as the sun's light cascaded on Ryker's face. He was sleeping peacefully, like it was the first real sleep that he had after all the sleepless nights that he endured. Mas humigpit ang yakap n'ya nang maramdaman ang bahagyang paggalaw ko.

"Mahal kita," he whispered as his nose touched my hair. "Sobrang mahal na mahal kita."

My lips were tightly shut but in response, I let my bare skin touch him closely. Hinayaan ko muna ang sarili ko na langhapin ang amoy n'ya. Ryker didn't say anything but only planted small kisses on my shoulder blades up to my neck.

At that moment, all I ever wanted was to be trapped in his arms. I want him to control the next steps that we'll take. I want him to invade my space. I want him to own me. . .as much as he was mine.

Nagising na lang ako na halos tanghalian na. Ryker was cooking something in the kitchen because I could smell the whiff of bacon and eggs in the air as soon as I was able to go outside my room.

I was wearing one of my old t-shirts. Malaki ito sa akin kamay naman umabot hanggang sa itaas ng tuhod ko. Dahan-dahan akong pumasok ng kusina habang ramdam ang init ng aking pisngi.

"I had to go outside to buy some food," sabi ni Ryker kahit hindi pa lumilingon sa akin. "Bakit walang laman ang refrigerator mo?"

I scoffed at him as soon as I sat on the chair. Agad na lumapit si Ryzi sa akin upang dilaan ang aking hita. I petted him as soon as I saw his fur.

"I didn't question your kitchen before," sabi ko sa kan'ya. "Kaya bakit mo tatanungin kung bakit walang laman ang refrigerator ko?"

Masyado kasi akong busy upang bumili ng grocery. Nanghihinayang lang din ako kapag nabubulok ang mga pinapamili ko. I couldn't even buy a loaf of bread because I couldn't finish it all in a week. Umaalpas ang hapdi at kirot sa akin kapag naaalala ko na wala na akong kasabay kumain.

"Kumakain ako kina Mama at Papa," Ryker responded. Humarap na siya upang ilapag ang niluto n'yang ulam. "I wanted to serve something healthy but the wet market is far. Sa malapit na tindahan lang ako bumili. But. . .I bought some extra food that you can cook."