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NOTE: ALL I'M WRITING IS NOT EXACTLY HOW THE COMEBACK TOOK PLACE. EVERYTHING I WRITE IS FOR THE SAKE OF THE PLOT. THE CONTENTS HAS TO SOMEHOW RELATE TO SOME REAL LIFE ACTIVITIES ONE WAY OR THE OTHER. HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND.

Jimin's pov

It's finally the time of the long awaited come back. Everything was ready for us to go on stage has been arranged. They just wanted to do the finishing touches.

We were later called to come on stage for the concert, everything was ready, we could hear the army chearing loud and clear, and that made me smile a bit.

No matter how stressful it is, the fact that what I love doing makes other people happy makes me feel so proud. I'm glad that people find what we are doing enjoyable. It means the world to us.

I just wanna dance and sing away all the pent-up emotions I had for the past few days, I'll make sure I express all the emotions in my dance.

The suffering, the tears, the fear, the constant heart dropping moments, the sudden happiness, the deception that everything might be the same again, and the disappointment that came with it. The sudden but brief relief that came and passed just like autumn breeze, I made sure I let them all out during this period.

I had fun, even if it was exhausting. The glee of seeing the army after such a long time was so fulfilling. I felt at home being with the people who love and care for me.

The excitement was everywhere. This is where we can be our true selves without being judged by anyone. We can be as crazy and foolish as we like, and no one will judge us.

It was like every time we were with the army, we always fooled around, flirting and sharing a lot of laughter and smiles. Can't remember the last time I had such fun, throughout the whole come back, it was like I was high on something.

It was sadly over, and all we had were some run episodes, concerts here, and there a few promotions and whatnot. The normal schedule was back on track.

I already missed that period, but I knew more were to come, so I focused more on the tasks at hand right now.

Today, Hoseok hyung and Namjoon hyung were having a live, and I could tell from the way Hobi hyungs hands were fidgeting on his lap and the tight liped smile that he was not comfortable sitting there.

Can't blame him, though, because I can't even imagine myself being in that spot, must be tough. I was down to get myself something to eat.

I was randomly scrolling my phone when my mouth decided that it was tired of staying idle. So here I am going through everything in the kitchen to eat.

I looked through everything but they was nothing I hadn't tried before, I was tired of looking so I just settled on some cookies and a can of Sprite I found in the fridge.

I tried sliding off so the two in the living room won't notice my presence, for the mere fact that I didn't want to be in thesame room as Namjoon and also cause I don't want to be fake with the army.

But to my 'good luck', Hobi noticed and called me over, I could see that he exhaled and visibly relaxed seeing me there. He immediately made my presence known so that the army would ask to see me, knowing that I couldn't deny them.

I sighed, knowing that I was already trapped in his web. He quickly placed me between him and Namjoon, but he made sure that we were some distance away from him, which I was thankful for.

He was about to talk when he noticed the can of sprite in my hand which I was trying to open, he gave me 360 side eye if that even possible before looking me up and down and stretching his hand out for the sprite.

I smiled sheepishly and gave my puppy eyes and pout, which he immediately gave in to. I could hear the thousands dings as our keyboard warriors awed at our little cute moment.

We both smiled, reading the comments and replying to most of them with laughter, sometimes flirting and teasing with small spoilers here and there.

According to them, the three of us were the worst combination for a live because we literally spill almost everything we planned on doing unknowingly until they pointed it out.

We were truly having fun, I could feel Namjoon hyung's gaze on me the entire time, but I tried ignoring it. But it was becoming too much, and it's making me uncomfortable.

It was almost the end of the live and I've been vigilant for the past 30 minutes, I don't want to mess up on a live but I didn't want anything that has to do with Namjoon any where near me.

Namjoon was discussing some serious matter with the army as he reached for the bottled water that was placed in front of me, and my body immediately went into fright and flight mode.

"Don't touch me," I said, clinging onto Hoseok, my body shaking badly. "Jimin, are you okay," he said, reaching out to me, but I flung his hands away,  "Stay away from me, you fucking rapist," I said, every rational thought gone.

I was terrified, my body full on shaking, and I found it hard to breathe as I began to have something like a panic attack.
I never had those before.

I held onto my chest, finding it hard to breathe. The last thing I heard was Hoseok mumbling a fuck and Jin shouting 'turn off the fucking live and get the car keys.'

I passed out completely letting myself getting engulfed in the darkness. I didn't even know how many of the members witnessed what happened. I didn't care. All I hope is that hyung is there when I wake up.


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