Web Of Lies

19

Hoseok pov

I woke up in the morning, and sure enough, I had a bad hangover, probably because I cried pathetically when Tae left, even after I told myself I won't.

The thought of what they might be doing alone in a hotel room with a random person was still irking me.

I still can't wrap my head around the fact that I can not call Tae my boyfriend again.

I sighed and stood up to my room so I could get a hangover drug for me and  Kook. I don't wanna handle a cranky and whiny Kook, I want my morning to be peaceful, at least.

I know he'll wake up clingy and whiny. He always is, especially after a drink. I smiled, thinking how my day would be disturbed all through.

That's why we don't let him drink, only on special occasions like yesterday. I took the pill and went back seeing him awake already with a big ass pout on his lips.

Such a baby, I rolled my eyes and got him water from the kitchen to take the drug, at least it will relieve some of my stress for the day.

I went back to the couch and he was already all over me whining, "Hobi, my body is hurting," I wanted to give a sassy remark but I knew that I was the one to suffer for it.

"Baby, take this. It will make you feel better," I said, passing the drugs. "Ew, I'm not taking poison early in the morning," he said with a disgusted face,
making him cute.

"Come on baby, you will get better after taking it. Do it for me, huh?" I tried coaxing him into taking it even though I knew it would be useless.

"No, I don't wanna, it's gross and make my mouth bad, I haven't even brushed yet," tears were already forming in his eyes.  I would have been surprised if I hadn't expected it.

"Okay, you can brush your teeth. I'll wait for you here," I said. "No, don't leave me. I don't wanna be alone, 'sniff'  come with," he held onto me tighter if that was even possible.

"I'll come only when you promise to take your drugs, okay?" I drew my best card. "You're bad. You didn't even give me my morning kiss." My poor hearteu, God his pout is killer move, but I'm not gonna suffer for it.

"Brush and take the meds," I said a bit strictly. He just looked down, hugged me  tight, and mumbled a small take me there on my neck, making it ticklish.

We went to our room, brushed, and came back to take the medication, but I knew better.

Kook was literally flailing his arms up and down, throwing tantrums, his face completely soaked in tears with a runny nose. I knew this would happen, but I honestly wished for the best.

He'll just make his head worse if this goes on. "Kook, if you don't take your meds right now, I'll never speak with you again." I blurted out a bit pissed.

"You're also gonna leave me like Tae right, you don't love me anymore," he says, and I felt a pang in my chest. Kook is always honest when he's like this. He pretends that he's okay with all that's been going on, but I know he is still hurt.

I'm also afraid of loosing him, I understand what he is going through, "How dare I, I'm too afraid of the double bunny," I said with a scared voice bopping his nose while doing it.

Saying that reminded me of Tae, but I brushed it off. He giggled at my words, making me smile. "Hyungie, I..." I shoved the medicine in his mouth, giving him the water, making him him unconsciously swallow it.

He looked at with tears pooled in his eyes and a big ass pout, I wanted to laugh but I'm already in a dip shit as it is,  but this was the only way I can make him take it.

So now here I am, my life being literally squeezed out of me with a sniffing Jungkook who claims to be 'cuddling' me after almost making me bald and blind just minutes ago, my scalp is hurting because of how hard he pulled on my hair, and i have a few scratches on my neck and face.

I was rubbing small circles on his back, when the front door opened and in came Namjoon and Tae.

"Had a great night, I see," I blurted out without thinking. Talking to them every time makes me seem like I could not move on from the fact that I've been cheated on. It's not entirely a lie, but I at least want to keep a strong font, even if it is a facade.

"Why not, I couldn't possibly sleep with this meal beside me, you guys must have been fools to let him go," Namjoon said with a smirk I felt like punching out of his face.

"Well, the 'meal' you talk about happens to enjoy having different people eating it than staying in one place, you know, he wants different feedback," I said with venom.

"Not really, you just happen to be a picky eater. Maybe that's why he left you... I wouldn't call you a picky eater though since one was not enough for you, stop being bitchy only you can't have too God's to yourself." He says.

"Still taking care of your whiny boyfriend I see, I can't believe I used to do that, we won't mind if he joins us though his whines are the best in bed" Tae said making me feel angry and disgusted at the same time.

I just can't believe he's the same Tae I love. Do people change this quickly, or was he that good at hiding who he truly was.

"W..why.." was the only thing that came out of my mouth, I felt like braking down, I can't take it, no matter how hard I try to pretend that I'm okay I know I'm not.

The expressions on their faces were complicated, "People change," was all Tae said before he left.

After they left, I felt Kook hold on to me tighter, I dont even wanna know how he feels, I know he wants to cry but is holding it back, I also want to. When will the tears dry out, I'm tired of shedding them.

I wish we could not be seeing them this often. Maybe that will lesten the pain, but with us being in the same band,that wish seemed far-fetched. I wanna be over it, and at the same time, I don't. The world truly is a cruel place.

Sorry for the heavy atmosphere after that fluffy moment. This author hates anything love related. She finds it repulsive 😅

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