आगाज़ (Beginning)

56• Splitted hearts

Wo jeet gayi hai doori
Harke tujhe har baari
Haar se thak gayi yaa
Kuch tere bin kive din mere gujare
Raata naa kat saki hayein...
♡

Varnika's POV

It's been 6 days since we were staying in this penthouse and he's not talking to me.
No one called me from home because Agastya informed me that we're staying here for a week.
He called all my essentials and clothes but didn't talk to me even for once except the formalities.

Yes,
He doesn't talk to me like he used to.
He cooks, whenever I go to help him, he either asks me to leave or he picks me up and makes me sit aside.
No expression.
No talks.
No gaze.
No smile.

Every night I sit on the sofa, crying, sobbing, regretting my existence and then sleep there only but when I wake up, I am carefully placed in the bed with a blanket and pillows around me.

He does the care he used to do.
He doesn't let me do any work.
He doesn't shout or talk but...

He doesn't look at me like he used to.
He doesn't touch me like he used to.
Even if I hug him, he just stands like a statue.
If I kiss him, Within seconds he removes his lips.

And when I face all these things, I feel like dying is easy but living with his silence.

I was in the bedroom, I went down and found him near the study.
He was standing on the door with his back facing me.

He didn't used to leave me even for a second and look how I ruined everything that he doesn't even talk to me.

I went from behind and hugged him.
Like the past 6 days, he didn't move nor hugged me back.

"Agastya", I moved in front to face him but the only view I get whenever I see him for the last 6 days is his red eyes, exploding with wrath and pain.

I tip-toed to kiss his lips but he stopped me in the middle and went away.

"Agastya, If I die with this silence one day, Just don't burn my body without looking at it once"

It took these lines and Within the speed of light he came and hugged me with Aggression but fear of losing.

"Next time when you want to take my life just ask for it simply", he broke the hug and a tear rolled his cheeks. My lips curled into a mocking broken smirk.

"Never... I'll say it again, Never think of those words again forget about uttering. If ever heard that fucking shit from your mouth, the very next things you'll see is my dead fa-"

I kept my palm in his mouth before he could the last line.

When it comes to wrath, Agastya is just like the deep ocean. Calm from above but the more you go till the depth, the more dark and scary it becomes.

"Just like you covered my mouth so that I couldn't say that, put that on yours as well before uttering nonsense", he warned with his eyes showing me the whole future if I literally ever repeated those lines.

"Then talk to me, I'm not able to survive without talking to you. I want you to stay close to me but you're running away or pushing me back", I busted.
Now I couldn't hold but these lines fell off my mouth.

"What you wanna talk about? What I'm feeling? What am I thinking?", he held my forearms with his hard hands with a jerk that my body imbalanced, "I'm feeling like someone cut my heart and poured alcohol on it and I'm thinking of ruining the world.!"

He left again.

My phone buzzed and Within one ring I picked it up.

"You called? Sorry I was busy with some work", they said.