boys and boys and girls and girls

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no one's pov:
travis and taylor haven't ever really discussed too much with what happened with their previous relationships, especially taylor's. she didn't enjoy spending time thinking about most of her exes since the majority of the memories aren't too good.

taylor's pov:
travis mentioned to me earlier this week he noticed my documentary, miss americana was on netflix and how he's never seen it. i've avoided talking about it with him, there's just so much i haven't told him.

he knows a little bit about the disordered eating, but the sexual assult case and the whole lgbtq pride topics haven't been talked about between us.

i haven't seen him all day, and im nervous he watched it without me and knows everything now.

i mean i know he's an ally or whatever, but he doesn't know i've been with girls in the past, like at all. i've mainly been in straight passing relationships, but i just don't know if im 100% ready to tell him i'm not only into guys. im scared his reaction is gonna be bad, joe was awful about it.

most of my relationships with women were super secretive or publicly known as a super close best friend, and nobody really caught on. it's not that i'm ashamed of liking girls, i just don't know how he'll react to the whole situation.

but i decided if he brought it up, why not tell him, i can't keep it a secret forever. plus, i never even claimed to be straight in the first place.

im still afraid of his reaction though. when i told joe he acted like i told him i was cheating and didn't talk to me for a week. but travis is clearly different than him in many ways, so im hoping it will be alright.

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i get home from the studio, set my bags on the floor and then ran to travis. "hi travis! i missed you." i said. "me too, i watched your movie though!" he said, i faked a smile.

"you alright babygirl?" he asked, noticing my immediate reaction. "yeah, just a little off." i said, he nodded. "oh, by the way- i ordered us dinner, i got you chicken fingers and some fries, it'll be here in about 10." he said.

once the food arrived and we thanked the delivery guy, we sat down on the couch. "travis." i say, he looks up from his plate. "this is so so random and i know there's not really a normal way to say this, but i just sort of need to get it off my chest." i admit, setting my partially eaten chicken tender down.

"what's up love? is everything alright?" he asks with concern. "yeah. it's just.... i'm not... ya know, exactly only into dudes...?" i say super hesitantly, afraid of his reaction.

"oh... so... you like girls too?" he asked. "i mean, yeah" i shrugged. "that's okay, i like girls too." he laughed.

"but is this whole thing like something new? did you meet someone?" he asked. "what? no, i just wanted to tell you." i said. "oh, alright. so you've like... been with girls before then?" he asked out of curiosity, not in a rude way.

"yeah, i mean everyone just thought we were super close best friends, but it was definitely more than that." i shrugged, not really wanting to go into detail about my ex girlfriend.

"oh, that's cool." he shrugged. "so you're alright with it?" i asked, remembering unsupportive joe was about it. "yeah, of course. what makes you think i'd be mad?" he asked.

"joe was pissed when i told him." i mumbled. "that sucks babygirl, but it's better now, yeah?" he shrugged. i nodded, resting my head on his shoulder.

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i don't really know if this was any good, but please let me know.

also again- im not saying taylor is bisexual or anything- she hasn't publicly stated her sexuality, therefore she's unlabeled to us, and im not trying to speculate! thank youuu

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