𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐘 𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐌 - 𝐌.𝐒 ( ✔︎ )

𝟎𝟏𝟏. her

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HER HAIR. HER EYES. HER BODY. everything about you was more than perfect to ethan. at this point you weren't just a crush to him. you were his whole personality and an obsession at this point. if he's being honest, he's always thought you were beautiful since freshman year of highschool. all he wanted was to push you against a wall and kiss you. but he couldn't. for many obvious reasons.

sometimes, ethan hated matt; wanted nothing more than to sucker punch him right in his perfectly shaped face. he wanted to knock his teeth out of his mouth and bruise his chiseled jawline.

but other times, he couldn't help but watch how happy you looked when you were with matt. the way your face would light up any time matt would walk into the room was like a punch in the gut for him, but at the same time he loved seeing your smile. he wished you would look at him that way.

secretly, ethan has never gotten over that night at cvs when he ran into you and matt. matt's honesty crushed him and you had absolutely no idea. 

ethan watched you from the corner of the room. the tight lilac dress you had on perfectly shaped every curve of your body. he watched you dance absentmindedly, swaying your hips side to side with your arms in the air and your eyes closed, feeling the beat of the music in your bones. ethan grinned, bringing his solo cup up to his lips and taking a long sip.

he noticed your boyfriend was nowhere in sight. he cocked his head to the side, leaning against the wall and keeping his eyes glued on you. he quickly scanned the room for matt not seeing him anywhere in the house.

ethan took one last drink from his solo cup then tossed it in the trash can beside him and made his way over towards you on the dance floor, pushing through crowds of sweaty, loud, and drunk people.

there was only one reason why ethan showed up to this party, and that was for you. he knew you would be here because matt loves these kinds of parties. everyone was invited anyway, it was an end of the year party for all the seniors and he's never seen you not show up to one of these.

you were clearly drunk at the moment, and ethan couldn't let a pretty girl like you be alone in a house full of horny, drunk men, right? but it's because he cares about you, right?

ethan paused when he made it over to you and gently tapped your shoulder. you spun around, your eyes snapping open. you immediately smiled when your gaze focused on ethan. you giggled, throwing your arms around his neck.

"dance with me, ethan!" you shouted, unwrapping your arms from the boy and grabbing his hands.

"y/n? wheres matt?" he asked, his eyes scanning the room once again.

"matt went with... the girl named addison, like an hour ago." your words slurred, and it was obvious to ethan how clueless you were in your drunk state of mind. "dance with me!" you laughed, swinging ethans arms.

"y/n, stop." ethan asked, his eyes widening. "addison? as in the girl that has been crushing on matt for forever? and they left together? alone?" ethan knew exactly what this meant. matt was definitely upstairs with that bitch right now, fucking her dumb and you had no idea because you were drunk.

"crushing?" you asked, tilting your head to the side slightly. "but matt loves me, he wouldn't choose addison over me." you frowned.

"y/n, i don't want to be the one to say this, but matt might be cheating on you with addison right now." ethan spoke slowly to not scare you. but his words crushed you, no matter how soft he spoke, they still crushed you. even if you were hammered right now with alcohol, his words still processed through you and tore you apart.