Possessive Ex Husband

Chapter 15: His Birthday

CASSIDY

It take a while since i realize yeah, jenna was right vini stayed on my presence and inside my heart at kahit na kailan hindi naman siya nawala sa puso ko alam ko sa sarili kong mahal ko siya pero talagang ako lang yung tumatanggi kase takot ako, naduduwag akong amining mahal ko parin si Vini kase nasaktan rin ako sakaniya noon kaya siguro ganito tinatanggi ko ang naiwang pagmamahal ko sakaniya akala ko kase nawala na, naiwan parin pala at mahal ko parin pala siya.

natawa ako sa reaksyon ni Vini, he is asking me to repeat what i said. "Vini, Happy Birtday." alasdose na, tapos na ang ka-arawan ko dahil kaarawan na niya, it's his 31st Birthday, feel old? no, he looks still young.

"i never stop loving you, Vian." tumingin siya saakin sa ekspresyong nagulat na marinig ang salitang iyon saakin, ano bang nakakagulat na mahal ko siya? alam kong umaasa siya ngayon na narinig niya para naman siyang bato dito sa harapan ko, mahal ko siya tama sila, si Jenna si Vinn, sila Cole. indenial ako sa nararamdaman ko para kay Vini, totoong nararamdaman ko, indenial ako kase takot ako.

i hug him. "mahal kita, vini." bulong ko habang nakayakap sakaniya, kung noon takot akong magmahal ngayon? takot akong iwanan niya ako, mahal ko siya sobra at ayoko ng mawala sa tabi niya, mahal ko siya at gusto kong ayusin ang anong mayroon kaming dalawa noon. "uwi na tayo?" aya ko sakaniya, i don't know what's on my head.

hinayaan at iniwan namin sila para umuwi, hawak ni Vini ang kamay ko at binuhat ako patungong kwarto, his eyes are staring me and he is kissing me hungrily, he is like a hungry to kiss me, i closed my eyes while he's kissing me, i'm being aggressive to touch him, my hands reach his nape.

"Cassidy." his husky voice called me with my name, i feel like we never did this before but yeah. we did this but i was drunk when we firstly did this when i came back. forget that moment i feel embrrass, well i was drunk that time so i can't remember anything that moment. "i love you.." and kissed me again.

his hands remove our clothes, he makes us naked and makes me feel he own me and no one will gonna own me but only Vian, my first on everything, even first heart break but seems to be my the one that got away, my only love that i can't never forget, for almost 5 years i never stop loving him.

"oh, god! i love you!" he is kissing me on my neck, his kisses is making me feel so hot and feel so wild to do this thing, he kissed me every part of my body and on the top of me kissing me, licking me, doing every thing he wanted to do with me, i know he was longing for this too since the moment we did this when i'm drunk. now,i drink some but i'm not literally drunk and i know what i'm doing with him, and i like to do this. "yes, sweetheart. say my name." he whispered and keep kissing me, my body.

i bite my lips. "ohmygod!" i got tense and surprised he just put himself in without saying a word, he's so excited to do this don't he? well, that's fine and just ignore that thing and i want him to do. i just felt him inside me and he is making me so glad happiness while doing this thing of situation, my hands are on his back holding so hard.

i take breath, room filled by our groans and moans, some like shouting each other with a soft moans, we are both filled satisfaction, desire and happiness, hugging each other on the bed after that night.

nagising ako ng maaga at sobrang aga para lang ipaghanda ng pagkain gusto kong gawin 'to para sakaniya gusto kong bumawi naman rin sakaniya kaya naman inagahan ko talaga ang gising para hindi lang sakaniya kung hindi kila Mama na narito, gusto kong pagsilbihan sila at of course, the birthday boy Vian.

i open the cabinet on the table, side table and get the ring inside of it before going to the kitchen to cook for breakfast, sinadya ko talaga na gumising ng ganito ka-aga dahil gusto ko sana maging maayos at maganda ang kahinatnan nito.