Possessive Ex Husband

Chapter 25: Never Been Caught

CASSIDY

we make love times already and yet i'm not still pregnant, kaya naman nagpunta na akong ospital at nagpatingin sa isang Ob Gyne na nirecommnd ni Cole sa akin, as i came to the clinic she take a test on me and asking me for a pregnancy test. hindi ko ba alam pero pakiramdam ko may problema ako sa pagbubuntis, may problema ako sa matres. the last time na magpatingin ako they told me i have some problem sa matres possible of why i will not bear a child anymore. i was hoping that could change, i want to be child again and i want to gave it both to my babies. my husband and and vienna, they want a new baby as i also want.

the doctor gave me a test about i have some problems, sa lagbubuntis may temporary and maybe not, hindi ko alam iisipin ko ngayon na hindi ko mabibigyan ng anak si Vini, hindi ko alam ngayon na hindi ko siya mabibigyan ng anak, gustong-gusto ko magkaroon ng anak pero bakit ganon? yung mga taong gusto magka-anak hindi kayang biyayaan pero samantalang yung ayaw magka-anak, nabiyayaan. is this how been unfair?

"I'm so sorry, Mrs. Silva." huminga akong malalim, at umalis ng ospital, she also said about that it might be also the reason that i couldn't get pregnant because of some stress since i've been with that, if i could avoid those reasons why i can't maybe i can have a child again. "how's check up?" nilingon ko ang boses na narinig ko nakita ko si Vini ay ngumiti ako't inakap siya.

he followed me here?

yumuko ako. "I'm sorry vini." i don't have any idea why me, bakit ba sa mga taong gustong mag ka anak ako pa? is it what i'm stressing myself at dahil ron di ako magka anak-anak? i just want a baby, is that bad? gusto ko lang maging nanay ulit sa isang anak at gusto ko ibigay ang gusto ni Vini, ang magkaroon ng baby sa babay namin. but i'm not pregnant.

the doctor said maybe i'm not pregnant because of stress sabi kase rason yun para di mgbuntis ang isang babae, kung magagawa ko bang iwasan lahat ng 'yon magagawa ko ng mgbuntis? i just really want to be a mother again and i am so damn desperate to have a child again. and i can have that if i will do things maybe take me away from syntoms of why until now i can't have a child, again.

"that'a fine, hotcake." akap niya sa akin, wala naman daw siyang gagawin kaya naman inaya niya akong mag lunch date sa isang restaurant, favorite restaurant namin of course. it's a restaurant with some foods from other countries. this restaurant is a good one. "we'll get there." ngumiti ako.

"let's eat, instead."

kumain kami sa isang restaurant, napapngiti ako sa tuwing nakakakita ako ng magkasintahang nagdadate rin dito, ang cute tignan. ganiyan rin maman ang nararamdaman ko yung kasal na kami at may anak pero lagi niya parin na pinararamdam sa akin na isang simple lang ang relasyon namin at kung ano kami noon ganun parin kami hanggang ngayon, he never let me felt that it's all nothing. we have a relationship that like what others had, a simple but full of happiness, care and love to each other.

his love is so special.

kumakain kaming dalawa we are so sweet eating ng parang may flash akong nahagilap, a camera flash sa gilid hindi ko alam kung saan nakita kong may lalakeng tumatakbo palabas, tumingin ako kay Vini. i got nervous that might be, yung lalakeng 'yon ay tao ni lolo na pinapasundan ako para may malaman sila, how if? ayokong malaman ni lolo agad na si vian ay si vini.

"Shawn will take care of him."

sinubuan niya lang ako ng pagkain, this man. really, he has a ways, napapailing nalang ako at hinayaan si vini, gusto kong mag enjoy sa araw na ito kaya naman mas mabuti narin sigurong i-enjoy naming ang ano mang mayroon kami ngayong dalawa, we should enjoy this without thinking about having a baby- siguro nga darating rin kami sa punto na magkakaroon rin kami ng anak, at kapag ngyari 'yon? magiging masaya kaming dalawa, dahil magiging apat na kami sa pamilya namin.