Our Journey

Chapter 12 Reuniting

- ugh I woke up this morning I've always hated Mondays cause I know it's time for school again I didn't want to go cause she wasn't there and definitely didn't want to go cause of my aniexty and she helped exactly with that I didn't want to go today but something to me to show up and plus o have been missing so many days so I have to make it I missed so many days before this so I definitely needed to make it today cause they're noticing it and starting to tell me about my absences more and which it was my senior year and I'm trying to do better but just with my aniexty coming to school and with my lady not being by my side it hard for me I thought so hard and I'm trying to overcome my aniexty and start taking my medicine more so it can also help me out a lot more I thought to myself cause this anxiety shit is so bad to deal with and have,I snapped out my thoughts and I got dressed and everything smoked me one and even sip me a little of my Hennessy before I headed out I needed that to calm my aniexty down and my thoughts that's the only thing calms me down at this moment I know I'm not supposed to do that to help but it helps me for right now and that's all that matters I can tell I drunk a lot while she been gone I've been missing her so much I need her I need my lady the person who makes me again and make me be myself and bring me my peace and happiness again my joy I kissed her smile her jokes her outgoing spirit the girl who can make my bad day become so right for me that quick it's just the type of person she was and I've missed that so much, I headed to school and eventually got there I walked in the building like normal dreading my day already and the people even the teachers even dreading to do the work I couldn't my mind wasn't there without her, I started heading to my first few class and finally 4th period mrs.Campbell this is the period we have with each other I was dreading even coming to this class I grabbed our assignment and I sat down in my regular sit and start working on the bell work I look over at her chair just in disbelief I wish she was here I proceeded to do my work and just minded my business didn't fool with anybody just stayed to myself a few minutes after that I heard a really familiar voice and it's only one girl who sounds exactly like that it was her she's out I thought to myself I know that voice I felt her presence walk in and the back of the hairs on my neck stood tall I was so nervous I couldn't even speak I couldn't speak words didn't even come out my eyes was doing all the speaking we was looking dead into each other souls we both can feel it we both can feel the intimacy with both had for each other she's so beautiful she's focusing on me I'm focusing on her we reunited she's back I thought, we saw eachother and we spoke and have each other warm smiles and she gave me a letter for me to read I'm thinking where's her phone but I shrug it off we continued doing our work I'm just feeling a beautiful aura of her presence starting dead at me I feel it I see it on the corner my eye I begin to get real hot and my anxiety coming cause why somebody so beautiful like her starting at me, so class ended and we said bye we gave eachother a hug but I just had to do more suddenly both my hands slip rubbing down her sides and to her ass it felt so nicely so soft but I had to snap out of it we in school but that never stopped me, not too long after that we went on to our separate classes I had flex so I would be soon going home I was itching to read this letter she gave me, why does it say? Is she okay? Why give me this? Just thoughts worries, after school I made it home I had to roll before I read it I spark up my blunt and start reading it begin as she telling me she missed me so much and that she's so sorry she left and how things happened but she was thinking about me every second and sometimes she couldn't sleep in there where she was at cause her mind her thoughts always turn on a night and keep her up especially what she was facing and what we was facing, her mom took her phone and they got into it, so that's why she's sending letters as I thought came to me I was sad she didn't have a phone cause how we would talk?, but she made sure she had a way for us to talk, so the letter meant a lot to me I felt where she was coming from so that night I look at her letter as I did mine and replied back to everything she said I'm reading her letter I'm writing on mine at the same time I wanted her to feel everything in this letter and that I meant it and that it was okay told her much I loved her and really cared so much about her, I told her I would be getting her a phone soon so we can communicate I was really focused on getting her one, after my letter I placed it on the table for in the morning and I read our text messages again and read the letter and eventually headed off too sleep.