Our Journey

Chapter 32 Taken?

After she told me to hold on and she hanged up I just thought what's going on what's happening in my head so many thoughts running through my mind am I loosing her again I thought to myself I didn't like when we was in situation to where we didn't have one another and didn't have communication with each other I just begin to grow sad cause I need her and she needs me but I had to understand I couldn't do anything about it I wish I could but I couldn't I just had to ride it out, I got a message from her and she texted me and said her grandma was going take her phone she didn't say how long or why but she said she was going text me off her homegirls phone I didn't even text back cause like damn this happens every time but I had to be patient but also I've never been with someone who gets their phone taken so it was new for me the separation was really hard and I didn't like growing through that at all I didn't like this at all I just thought to myself fuck man taking her phone so how are we supposed to talk yes she said she was going text me on her homegirls phone but it's not the same we can't have our deep conversations our late night calls us just yapping about anything we can't do that I tried to hide my feelings but this happens again is this something I'm going have to get use to cause I didn't like the feeling of us not talking how we want or did I grew mad I couldn't be mad at her at all but so mad about the situation again I thought to myself but she eventually told me why her grandma took it cause a situation happened so she had to take her phone I said how long is she going to have it and she said she didn't know how long so know our communication was going to be off and I don't like that but I had to let it go I couldn't let it mess with my mind at all, but I can tell she's worried about something she eventually told me and she said she going have to go back to her mother and she doesn't know how to feel about it but she has to go I try to reassure her everything going to be just fine as I hoped and prayed about it cause I want everything to be okay with her and her mother I can tell she's still worried I know my baby and it's okay it's okay to be worried but don't let it worry you to much I said she didn't really want to go back to her mothers but a situation had happened at her homegirls so she had to finally go back home I was worried for her I just didn't show it I drowned in my thoughts about her I wish she can just come and stay with me and it all can be so easy but life never that easy we can't get what we want and that's what sucks the most I thought to myself fuck as I put my head in my hands .