Our Journey

Chapter 33 Into it

eventually she made it to her moma house she had a extra spare phone she had to text me on, we started texting like regular, catching up with eachother, I can tell she was in her head she didn't want to be there but she had no choice but to accept it I told her not to worry and always keep her head up and everything going to be okay well I thought,I had a incoming call from my baby we talked and just stared at eachother, and eventually she put her phone down to do something all sudden I heard her mom and she not supposed to have her phone so it hanged up, I didn't hear anything from that night I texted her but it just said she seen the message, my thought ran high didn't know what to think so I just drifted off to sleep, I woke up the next morning I don't go to school I don't feel like it and too much was on my mind I got a texted from her out the blue early in the morning, she said her auntie maced her and her in her mom got into really bad and she said she'll tell me more when she got time but what I knew what was coming up next would break me not too long after that she send me a long paragraph how she wanted to end her life and that she couldn't do this with this situation with her mom and her thoughts in her mind she was going to end it all I hurried and text her please don't do this she deserves to be here and for her to please stop talking like that and that she got this she is strong I hurried and sent her the paragraph my girl sent me and told her what was going on, and I replied to her she needs to be here and I can't lose her and her sisters need her most and I loved her so much I was crying as typing to her and that was it I was so worried I had a bad feeling is she going away again is she going end her life? I thought and that was the last time we talked that day, my whole day went by quick it was already falling into night I decided to call it a night I had so much worry on my mind about her I coding escape it so it was best I went to bed and I prayed for her and let god know to keep her safe.