Our Journey

Chapter 35 The Discussion

the next morning I woke with heavy worry about her and was she okay what's going on? I was off today I begin what I always do look at my notifications I see a text from her auntie telling me she was so sorry she was busy and a lot was going on so she wasn't ignoring me or anything, she told me to call her when I got time I was nervous but this about my baby so I got this I called her quickly she answered I greeted her respectfully she started to thank me for speaking up for my girl and that her mama thank me she continued to tell me that my girl had suicidal notes and her mom and auntie found one specifically on hers sisters tablet a goodbye letter to her sisters and that broke me right there and her auntie was like did she tell you what happened the other night I said yes ma'am she said you maced her I said and she was like sure did cause she was telling me my girl was trying to hide the phone and she hid it between her legs thinking they wont get to it she wasn't letting them take it and shit went left right then with her and her mom bad and then she said she had to mace her and once she did that my girl was on the ground laid out and her auntie pulled her pants down and took it and once my baby was maced her auntie said she was running down the street with a little clothes on yelling help me she maced me, somebody had called the cops and they showed up her mom and auntie talked to the police officer letting them know what she was doing and why they did that and of course she said the police was on their side cause they understood they didn't want her to be out here hurt anywhere and to stop disrespecting her mom, so her auntie said they went and talked to my girl about her side and they listen and her auntie said she didn't really care at all you know police man tell stories similar to her saying a girl ran away and she never came back home and ended up dead and she laughed at that her auntie said I was in disbelief my baby can do something like that I called her the same name my girl calls her and I said that's not her at all and it wasn't right, her auntie said she's just has a lot bottled up and still mad at her mom for leaving her and she said she gotta stop blaming her for that her mom went to prison and I didn't know that cause she never told me my girl just said she wasn't in her life that's all but when her auntie told me that I was like damn I felt so sad for her, she was telling me that she listens to me if it's not nobody else it's me, her auntie said her mom did have anything against me it was just the incidents where she ran away to be with me she just didn't like that part and for her being in trouble and she said her mom had no problem with me coming over or sitting outside with her she just wanted me to ask us to ask that's all, her auntie said her mom felt like she was a bad mother and did everything wrong when she just want to understand and help her she said, but that's why my girl so in her head I thought and then she was like good news and bad news she either stay in the facility until she's 18 or go with her dads that broke me I started crying otp uncontrollably but she said it's probably going to be the facility I didn't know how to feel a million things punched me and the chest hard I couldn't breathe but she told me she said that she's the love of my life and you want her to get help so I tried to understand but I did, I knew my baby was leaving me soon , her auntie told me always keep my head up and she's right here if I needed her, we ended up wrapping up the conversation and she thanked me once again and I told her I really loved her and want her to get better and get help and her auntie agreed we said our goodbyes and that's he will keep me posted and we hanged up. We stayed otp for a hour or more it's crazy it didn't feel like it. I didn't know what to think as I cried myself to sleep.