Our Journey

Chapter 6 Attraction

I woke up and rolled me one before school and smoked me one, I laid my clothes out getting ready for the day, I texted her goodmorning almost every morning, sometimes I even catch myself be so nervous heading to school cause I know she's going to be there, cause she was the outgoing and outspoken girl in the school you can hear her from the hallways her and her homegirls that's how I knew she was Almost to class I felt her presence everytime she walked into class the hairs on the back of my neck stand up everytime I heard her voice or her laugh her whole aura just made me nervous. I headed to school I didn't really want to go but I want to see her she's only reason I got to school to see her and I leave I've been getting in a lot of trouble for doing that but I just don't want to stay in school my anxiety over bears it so much and I only make it to see her I know that isn't right for me to do but I do it. I've just grown so attracted to her it's insane the way I look at her the way she's so beautiful her whole aura take over the whole room when she walks in, it seems like my whole world stop and it's just us and she's only in it, she gives me so many chills throughout my body when I see and talk to her, she makes me feel so alive again so wanted I haven't felt in so long, the feeling she gives me it so powerful to me I thought the way we grow each other attraction for each other, I got to school and started my morning I saw her as soon as I walked in and we smiled at each other and I went to my first period and got my day started I didn't really want to be there but I don't have much longer to go until it's time to go and couple hours passed it was now time for 4th period I knew everytime this period comes I'll see her and get nervous every time she was so outgoing and outspoken and I'm nothing at all like that I'm so quiet and antisocial I don't talk unless you talk to me as I thought, I headed to class and sat down and started on our assigned assignments and I heard her coming and her homegirl my heart start pounding but I had to act cool I got this you got this I said to myself they sat down and our assigned seats are right next to each other, I continued at my work trying to focus but I feel a presence just staring in my soul I can feel it I become getting so many chills over my body, every time I looked at her she was doing her work and I just smiled and just turnt my head still trying do my work, we just taking turns staring each other out, feeling each other will our eyes feeling each other lust, I wanted her right then and there the way she was making me feel. I've never felt that way before with any girl no girl ever gave me chills throughout my body I was so in disbelief is she really making me feel like this I thought to myself, my body begun getting really hot I had to ask to go use the bathroom real quick the teacher allowed I can feel her eyes on me walking out I went to the bathroom and rinse water on my face and just looked at myself in the mirror telling myself girl calm down it's not that serious my heart was out my chest bad she's making me so nervous her beauty her aura was all over the room, I told myself I got this and it was almost time to go to next period so I headed back to class and walked to my seat act like everything was all good next thing she told me she got my notes for the assignment I missed while I was in the bathroom I smiled and I thanked her she smiled and said I was welcome by that time the bell rung for next period we smiled one last time at each other and went our separate ways I was just smiling to myself she didn't have to do that at all I thought they was really nice of her I appreciated that I didn't want to tell her she made me so nervous so that's why I missed half the assignment would've been so embarrassing I thought to myself walking to my next class I was already to go I made it to my 5th period and did our assignment for that class we had all I could do was think about her all it was, was her in my mind my mind couldn't escape her at all and I love that, I thought about so many ways I can have her treat her so many thoughts running through my mind, teacher was talking I'm just day dreaming about her I snapped out of it when the teacher called my name for row call I say I was here damn she got me stuck I thought, the way her figure was immaculate every time she walks her smile light up a rainy day, her laugh can be like the sunset rise so beautiful I thought, she's different she's her own person she's so lovely I thought by that time clad had ended and I had one more class but I decided to go home I be the first one out the class cause who trying to wait I'm trying get out I was hoping I was going run into her I'm just walking down the hallways and I saw her we looked and smiled at eachother and when I walked passed her she touched my side while walking lady I just look back at her like damn she something else the Attraction she has something so different I thought to myself and headed home smiling.