Our Journey

Chapter 49 No Don't Please

today was going to be a day and I can already feel it I felt the aniexty coming I wonder why I got up I was off today so I relaxed for today, I rolled me one and sparked me one up and took me a shower and started my day, my day was going pretty good, I checked my phone and I had a text from lay telling me good morning and we talked throughout the day and it begin to start rolling in the evening and it was going great so far, I decided to post a tiktok I didn't think nothing off it and I just start getting like and comments start rolling in and I get a text from ray saying you popping your shit on tiktok and she proceeded to tell me she hate me and I never really cared about her and that I lied to her plenty of times about my ex so she was mad about the tt and about lay she told me I hurt her and she never felt that type of pain and to never talk to her again and then she blocked me on everything I was in my thoughts bad it was now night time so my thoughts grew much worser me and lay was texting and she could tell something was wrong I told her everything and how I felt and what ray said to me I told her I couldn't do this life shit anymore and that I did something that I thought I'll never do in life was cut myself I told her and she begged me to stop she didn't want me to hurt myself or even leave this world I begin cutting myself roughly like I was cutting food it hurt so bad but felt so good she was still blowing up my phone asking what was I doing cause I haven't responded to her I told her I was cutting and didn't want to be here all the sudden my granny text me and told me she'll be over she must talked to my grandma my grandma eventually came and talked to me and was making sure I was okay she seemed so worried I told her I was okay she asked was I cutting I said yes she said stop cause she didn't want me to be like my brother and end up somewhere in the hospital we talked and told eachother I love you and she left I checked my phone and see have lay texted me back she have to wonder why I thought I went in my moms room and smoked eight her all of the sudden I hear somebody come through her bedroom door and was lay and her auntie and they told for me to come here so they can talk to me my mom asked was I in trouble her auntie replied no my mama seem worried so when I noticed they was here I didn't want to talk but I know I need to get this out we walked outside her auntie and her have me a deep talk and made sure I was okay and told me not to worry what ray thought about me and don't let her get me like this cause its people who care about me right here and her auntie told me she called to her crying about me and also to my grandma I didn't know that her auntie told me she really love me and we never broke up and we started laughing cause we know she was right, she then gave us time to be alone and talk and do what we needed to do, we headed to my room and we talked and I told her how much I thank her from coming to check on me and made sure I was okay, she checked my arm and saw my cuts and kissed on them and down my arm, that healed me that quick it was so sweet, I begin kissing her deeply cause I missed her and I wanted her so bad she was on her period but I didn't care I wanted to taste her eat her just like how much I missed her I told her to take off her pants and get on my face she did actually as told thinking to myself my good girl, she sat perfectly on my face and I start eating her roughly then soft I was so hungry for her she said okay okay her auntie was waiting for her but that didn't stop her from getting in my pants I was also on my cycle and I didn't want her to make a mess on herself she said she didn't care and fucked me so good with her fingers they felt so good inside me and my legs started shaking after we was done she kissed me we both kissed each other eventually it was time for her to go I said thank you to her again and walked her out and said thank you again to her auntie she said anytime text her if I need her I said I will and said our goodbyes, I smiled to myself and was thinking about us the whole night Damn we something else.