Our Journey

Chapter 46 Graduation Day

I woke up this morning and today was the day I graduate I had to get ready I was so nervous my anxiety was everywhere I got dressed so I can head to the school and get ready I put on my clothes that I wants to wear I sparked up and headed to the school got there I saw my classmates we had rehearsed one more time and we waiting's until everybody got there and it was finally time we all lined up heading to the leopard center reality hit when I saw how many people came and was there it was time and we all walked in to our sign seats and sat down they gave speeches and by that time they was ready to call names our group was first so we all got up and was ready, my ex girl was there I know she was cause she made sure she was going to show up for me I was nervous for her too see me knowing she was there but my girl no where to be found and she promised me she was coming but she ended up and not coming and just saw pictures and videos of me graduating, they called a few names ahead of me and they finally had called my name I was across and grabbed my diploma and took a picture i heard my family cheering for me as I walked around I flex my arm up like I did that shit my family was still cheering and everybody showed up earring blue for me but I didn't see her in the audience I was mainly looking for her cause I know she's here so after everyone names was called we went onto the field to throw our caps up and took a group picture and heard out to see our families it was so many people crowded it was hard trying to find your family and friends but I was looking for one person was my priority only I was about to give up until I hear my name "ovi" she said she was here omg and she looked so beautiful showing up and supporting me. She told me she's been trying to find me everywhere she already spoke to my family she just had to find me and she did we hugged eachother and took a picture with eachother she was in a hurry so she had to go we had a long look at eachother and see our goodbyes fuck she looked girl I knew it was bad for me to say but I meant it the lot her day her and her sister dropped me off my graduation gifts and I wanted to cry how thoughtful she was and what she did for me I loved every bit of it, after graduation I went to my auntie crib and got drunk and smoked just really celebrated, my girl texted me congratulations and she was proud of me, me and my ex was talking all day as well but I Can tell something was on her mind she proceeded to tell me she can't have me like she use to and she'll never get to have me again with me being in a relationship with some us else just saying she wished everything would've went well with us it was more but she didn't want to say to mess up my day I was already drunk and she speaking out her mind I called her and told her whys he feeling like that and knows that I love and care about her very much and I told her when she decides she want to come and talk to me I'll be here and I hung up my family was like damn just like you mama I was like she just playing with me right now not to long after that I got a message of sayin what was wrong with her as I was thinking we've been broken up for only 2 months, and we talked about it and I reassured her and we continued talking and she was okay again, I started talking to her sending voice msgs cause I was drunk and wanted her and she felt the same way I knew it was wrong but it felt so right, eventually it started getting late and we headed home I was outta there so I called it a night my night and day ended off well I know my dad was by me my every step today.