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*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

It Was That Day Of The Year,Where I Had To Go Check On Jessica's Baby..Every Time I Think Of That Part I Get Sick! But Because She Went To Our Small House Not Very Far Away.. I Just Wanted To Check On Her...As I Took A Shower, Wash my teeth And Got Out My Small Bag To Put Only My Pajamas As I Was Going To Stay That Day With Her..

I Wore My Cute Sweater With Says Elfie Selfie And My Black Jeans With My White Nikes And Let My Hair Down As It Was Wavy...And Added My Red Lipstick, What I Love About My Lips That's They Are Big And Clear..

"Bey Mommy!"
"Woah! Wait Here Young Lady! Where Are You Going?"
"To Jessy..Need To Check On Her.."
"Oh Alright, But Tell Her To Come Back Soon, I Don't Know What's Going On With Her! I Wish She Could Talk To Me!"
"It's Okay Mom..She Okay..I Promise You..She Will Get Back Home Soon.."

I Kissed Her On The Check And Left.. The Sky Was So Clear Tonight..It's Was Blue But The Stars Were Sparking In It..They Looked Like A Dream Thing..Not For Real...

As I Arrived..

I Knocked And Found A Beautiful Sister Standing..

"Woah..You Look So Beautiful!"
"I Always Do!"
We Both Giggled And Then She Let Me In..

"So..When You Called Me And Said That You Wanna Come..I Knew You Wanted To Check On Me..Not Because I Missed You...., Hunger?" Jessy Said As She Opened The Fridge..

"No!.." She Looked At Me For A Second ..
"Fine! Maybe I Just Wanna See If You Are Doing Fine..You Know With The...-"
"Baby!" I Was Speechless.."I Know, By The Way I Don't Know If It's A Girl Or A Boy Yet..I An Still In The Third Month!"
We Were Both Silent..
"I Would Like A Sandwich With A Lot Of Cheese."
"Yeah Sure!" This Small House Was About To Be For Me..As I Love Quite Places, I Like To Relax..And This Small House Could Make You Feel Like You Are In..In..THE NEVERLAND!

As She Finally Made The Sandwiches...

"So Anything About Austin?"I Asked As I Attacked A Piece Of The Sandwich..
"Mm..Nothing..."
"You Mean Nothing Much.."
"No! I Mean Nothing AT ALL!..LIKE HE FORGOT THAT HE HAD A CHILD IN MY BILLY!"
"Please! Don't Remind Me..You Make Me Sick! We Are Eating Jessica!"
"Sorry..It's Just Weird! I Loved Him So Much While He Didn't Even Had Any Feelings For Me!"
"I Understand,Jessy!"
"I Can't Describe How Hard It is To Stay All Night! Your Body Is Sleeping But Your Brain Is Thinking..I Mean I Am Still At College! What Would I Do?! I Didn't Even Told Mama!"
"Hey..Hey It's Okay..Everything Gonna Be Fine. I Promise!..I Mean She Is Really Scared About Your Behavior..Beside Your Billy Is Getting Bigger..You Have To Get Back Home Soon,As I Promised Her..And Then Things Will Work Out."
"I Wish So.."

As We Finished, Myself And Jessy Made Some Coffee And Went To The Outside Back Yard! It's An Amazing Place To Look At The Stars And No One Talks To You..!

"What About Joey?" Jessy Asked
"What About Joey What?" I Replied
"I Mean..Like What The Percentage For Loving Him.."
"Over 100"
"Woah! Really?! I Mean You Guys Know Each Other Month And Half Now..That's Great! "
"Yeah.."
"Even Tho His Brain Problems.."
"I Loved Him Before Those Things Happened And Nothing Could Ever Make Me Wanna Leave Him.."
"Do You Really Like Him?"

"I Think.. Actually Yes! I Love Him So Much..I Feel Like He Is Responsible Of Me.. Like I Need Him In My Life! He Changed A Month And Half Of My Life..He Changed My Small Life!

He Just Appeared In My Life From Nowhere And I Know We Won't Be Like Romeo And Juliet Or Like Jake And Rose Or Like Hazel And Augusts..But Maybe One Day We Will Be Like Joey And Perrie..The Two Simple Teenagers Who Didn't Have Any Problems..
We Will Just Be Very Simple As Well As Our Love..I Know I Am Making Too Much A Big Deal About It..But Just Imagine You Have Been Looking Your Entire Life About Someone Who Could Understand What You Want Without Saying A Word..And Then You Suddenly Found Them..What Shall You Do?
For Me..I Would Attack Them..Put Them In My Basement And Never Let Go! No matter What? Imagine It With A Friend You Have Been Looking Everywhere And You Found Them..You Will Be Afraid Losing Them..As Well As They Too..

You Will Be Happy Because They Are..You Will be Sad Because They Are..You Will Be Anything To Make Them Comfortable.. That's Why We Say..
Look For Person Who Will Share A Life With You..Boyfriends And Girlfriends Should Act Like They Are Married..Best Friends Should Too..Caring."

As I Finished Talking Jessy Asked Me "Like How Much Do You Love Him.."
I Looked At The Sky And Said "This Much"

After A Long Day..I Wanted To Sleep But As I Throw My Head On The Bed I Thought..Were Those Words Really Came Out Of Me?..Because I Am The Kind Of Person Who Don't Care Too Much..Don't Have Feelings.. Don't Know If There Is Any Real Love In This World..And Actually Don't Care If There Is Or Not..
But That Means I Really Love Joey..That Means I Am In The... NeverLand...

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Howdy! Hello People Of The World! New Chapter As I Said! Guys I Am Not Sure I Can Bring Another Chapter But I Will Try As Soon As Possible..For Now I Hope You Enjoyed It. Don't Forget To Vote , Comment And Please Share It To Your Friends.
And I Will Hopefully See You And Your Beautiful Face Very Very Soon.😊☺️

-Sola

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