Take Me To The NeverLand

The Funeral.

Before Starting, It's The End Of The Flashback ! So Right Now...Things Will Go As The Normal...Hope You Like It.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*
"Honey, c'mon...it's time for the funeral.." And I stayed there, on my bed, hugging my covers, and looking at the walls, thinking of how we met, how we fall in love, how was he the most important person in my life, how he made me smile this warm smile as he says Something nice, how he made me blush when he says he loves me...And I hardly walked, I am still shocked, but mostly broken...I slipped myself into the blackest dress, he used to think I look hot in it..and wore his favorite earring, and his engagement ring on my finger, I added my hair into a bun, and Wore our first date shoes, and all the memories meet in my clothes, not only, it's living inside me...
As all of my family were dressed and my sister was there, with her the cutest baby, and my mom and dad knew everything, as for Lily, she was there, holding me, because she knew I couldn't do it, i wanted to be his wife...that's all. We got into the car, and the air was so sad, I could feel...As we were there, his parents were standing Infront, his mother, was crying as his father was holding her, and welcoming the people,
"Perrie.." She came and hugged me, all I can do is look at them, my heart was already realizing, as we all sat, I was in the first chair, and they are praying on him, everyone is going, one by one...and here was the part when my heart realized...

Yes heart, he is gone...the only one who made us smile is gone, the only one who called us beautiful is gone, the only one who understands us is gone, the only one who made us feel comfortable is gone...yes, he is gone. I understand you are scared, He always took care of us, I loved him, heart...I loved him so much sometimes it hurts, those happy beats in my heart when he smile, and when he stares at me when I am not looking, but I know he was looking, Everytime we talk, I keep staring in his beautiful eyes...those cute honey eyes, when he is shy, he says anything, the way he moves, the way he holds me...it's like losing myself in NeverLand...alone. I am sorry heart, you're broke.

"Miss Perrie, Your Turn."...Lily held my hand and I took a long breath, making myself strong...I went there, my heart sent messages to my brain, and my brain sent messages to my eyes, as the tears were falling, I took out the CD, I gave him once, as we were dancing, and left it there...

And it's the end. Now we gonna leave, and I would never see him again...or through myself when I am tired of the whole world and cry in his arms,
"Perrie..." I know that voice...I have heard it...I hate this voice,
"What?!" And this was my first word I say in the funeral...
"What do you want?! You killed?! And nobody knows?! Even his poor parents?! You got what you want ! You broke me !" Heart is still sending the messages !
"I didn't kill him! He told too ! I didn't have any choice!"
"You killed him ! You fucking bitch killed my only thing that makes me alive in this world of sluts like you !"
"I-am sorry..."
"No! I am sorry! It thought we were good?! Why?! I- I just wanted him...and you- you made this impossible...I - I love him, but I hate you" and then I tried to look strong.." If I saw you ever again! I will kill you with my own hands! You get it?!"

"Let's go Perrie..." Lily took me and we went home...
The memories were all on the walls, and in boxes, and I was removing them...it make me suffer Everytime I look at him...

"Hey"...
"Hi" I replied weakly...
"Can I talk to you?" I nodded and sat on the bed...
"I know how it's hard for you...and I know how you guys loved each other, maybe that's why I am always jealous from you, because you never show your body for someone who can love you, he loved you because you were his other half, right?" I nodded..." It's hard to think of him when he is not here, I know...but, it's life. Life is like that, love and lost...maybe if he wasn't sick, you wouldn't love him this much, maybe if he didn't die, you would break up because something terrible..."

And for the first time, I see Jessy, talking very wise, as she had felt the pain in my heart right now, I cried as she pulled me in her warm hug, we cried together for awhile but then she made me look at her,
"I want you to be strong, you still beginning, you still have time for this long life...you must have energy for this dark world...So..you didn't see your niece!" And she ran and came back with the most beautiful baby girl...
"What's her name?!"
"Lydia.."
"She is so pretty." I said playing with her tiny hands...
"You know, I was so sad when I knew I was pregnant! I wasn't ready for a baby?! But when I saw her, this feelings flow all over my body, good feelings.."
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Howdy! Hello People Of The World! Things Changed And More Stuff Are Going To Happen, Hate And Love Will Be There, And Perrie Will Change Forever! She will meet new people! New places and new attitude! Stay tuned ! For now! I hope you like this chapter and Don't Forget To Vote , Comment And Please Share It To Your Friends.
And I Will Hopefully See You And Your Beautiful Face Very Very Soon.😊☺️

-Sou