Take Me To The NeverLand

New Stuff, Messed Up.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

I hear the sound of Lyla's crying,
"Shhhh Lyla, go to mommy" I said turning around, seeing 'Mommy' sleeping.
"Yeah baby we all should be sleeping...why are you awake anyways?" I said to myself.

I suddenly woke up, making eye contact with her eyes. And I can see scary tears in it, she must have had a bad dream or something.
"What happened baby?" I asked taking her in a hug, "It's okay, everything is going to be okay"

I woke up and absolutely ready to go to school.
It was 3:00 in the night. I focused on comforting Lyla, And I couldn't sleep after that. So I woke up and cleaned around me. It was such a mess yesterday. But it was still a good day. After cleaning up, I decided to met Joey. So I got dressed and took Josh's car. The first day after Joey's accident. I am feeling...okay? But I want to tell him. I want to ask him if it's okay to be okay..even when he is not around?

I bought some flowers and a cup of coffee.
I walk towards him, can't wait to talk to him.

"YOU DESTROYED ME!" I heard.
"YOU BROKE ME AND THEN YOU LEFT!"
"YOU SAID THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO LOVE ME BECAUSE YOU FOUND YOUR ONE!"
"WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU JOEY!" My heart dropped, so did the flowers. I heard silence from the tears she dropped. I added my hands to my mouth and slowly walked backward. But for a minute I felt like someone is behind me and if I turned, they will take out the knife and my heart will flow blood all over the ground. So I didn't turn, as I walked backward,The tears went back again.

"I can't believe you left us." She completed.
"Yess Joey US! You left your own blood! But I won't tell our baby about you! You will be died to her!!" A moment of shock, a moment where all the memories came back, asking for answers, but how and why? This can't be true, I ran so fast. I couldn't hear more. I got into the car and my eyes are moving and scanning everything, what happened?

Stay alive, breathe Perrie breathe. It's okay, everything is okay, breathe Perrie breathe.

I worked on the car and I am moving everywhere, I don't know where to go. Who should I tell? And should I tell anyone? Suddenly I found someone standing there, I can't break the car, I can't stop it, and as she looked at me, it was Marivasa.

I tried to hard to stop, and finally it was stopped.
"Woah, Who made you so angry to kill someone?!" She asked, I was still into the shock, my hands were shaking so hard, she looked at me worriedly,
"Wherever you were going, shift, I will take you." She said getting in, she fixed the car's breath and it started, every breath I take she looks at me,
"I am fine!" I said trying to avoid anyone being worried about me.
"Oh..okay, you don't seem fine, but do you wanna talk about it?" She asked.
"I don't know." I replied.
"You don't know..how cool" She said.
"I am done." I said to myself.
"That's must be sad."
"Sad is not a feeling anymore." I replied.
"I won't tell you I am sorry because I don't get it, when I get it I will sure tell you I am sorry" She explained.
"Where are you at that time anyways?" She stopped to think then completed saying, "School..yep, let's go to the school kid" She cheered.
"I don't want to. I can't" I replied.
"Oh no baby, you need to be educated and amazing! No, "No" to school!" She joked.
I didn't talk, just still in shock, not sure which feeling to let act first, Cry? Shout? Angry? Relax?
"Okay, okay, drama queen, where do you wanna go?" She asked, but I was still in the shock, what just happened? What do I do? Which action should I take?
"Look, Perrie, whatever happened, you need to start thinking again, this shock state might ruin your life, beside I need to take turns!" She screamed.
"Let's go to your house." I replied.
"My parents aren't here but I only like boys." She joked, again, which is not funny..not now.
She drove there, hump out lady.

As I got out, I wanted to make sure that I am still in my breath, we went inside and I can see why her parents doesn't live here,
"Too much dirt maybe?" I asked.
"Go away." She surprised me.
"Come, what do you want to eat, drink?" She asked, moving towards the kitchen,
"Something that does contain alcohol." I said.
"Woaaah, Perrie, I might like you!" She said passing the beer to me.
"Come sit, and tell me why are so depressed?" She asked
"I am not depressed, I am tired!" , "I am trying to be this perfect girl everyone like and I am just tired, I am trying to move on because I can't always live like that, but I am tired!"

"You know Joey, did he seem like a bad person?" I asked her.
"Some people doesn't even have looks, they throw them down deep, you just got to fall in their mistakes, because they don't have anything that tells you, Warning Bad  Person" She explained.
"Let's party." I said.
"Okay Perrie, I know you are not fine and every thing, you might need to relax...not party, wrong choice."
"Oh, let me for once not to think!" I asked.
I looked with a cute puppy eyes until she nodded and then we both jumped.

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Howdy! Hello People Of The World, so, there is a small part to come after it, but then I might do something that might be good for the story, as I know that everyone is bored out, but it's a first story to everyone, and I really like writing, so I am not embarrassed, and as always I am so excited to complete this story for you guys, thanks alot, Don't Forget To Vote , Comment And Please Share It To Your Friends.
And I Will Hopefully See You And Your Beautiful Face Very Very Soon.😊☺️

-Sou