Take Me To The NeverLand

Easy to lie.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

Where Am I? What happened? What's that on my nose? What's that smell?

I woke up, next to a trash. I moved quickly away, but it wasn't the trash, it's me. Where am I? What happened to my nose? Is this blood? I looked down to my nose. I moved didn't know where I was going. Where is my stuff? This is my spot. Where is my stuff? I moved everywhere, throwing away the trash around my stuff.
"Max!" I ran towards him.
"Hey girl, I came to take you to breakfast but you weren't here-woah-what happened to your nose?"
"W-where's my stuff? This is my spot-and my stuff are gone? D-did you take them?-"
"Oh..no..I think it got stolen."
"W-what? St-stolen?"
He nodded.
"Fuck! H-how could that happen? I-I don't have money and-and I am really tired and I am graving for Heroine and-and my-my stuff...um-could you lead me?"
"Oh..girl I am sorry, I have no money."
"Please, please Max, yesterday was a destroyer. I-I was bleeding and I didn't enjoy it at all, my head is going to explode and I smoked some cigarettes but they do nothing-"
"Okay okay, here is the deal. I have no money, I have no money free."
"What do you mean?"
"You want something something, right?"
"Yes! Yes yes" I begged.
"You know, I have no free money, and no girlfriend as well, and strips now are so expensive, I am an old man you know, I have no love."
"U-uh..I-I"
"But it's up to you." He moved away.
"Wait. Max." I nodded.

The place is dark and no body is around, it's cold. Or maybe I am scared, come on get over it ! We need the money! Why am I crying? Be quite now. Don't release a sound. Don't make a sound. Don't make him hear you.
The tears fall down, as my mouth is locked. My heart is breaking slowly, my whole body is confused, myself is disgusted. The tears keep on falling on the sound of my broken pieces.
"That was good baby girl." He said.
"Next time, don't cry." He throw the money on the ground as I collected them. My mascara is all on my face, my shirt is covered in my blood and cut.
I am moving forward to someone that sells Heroine.
"You gave gifts?" I ask everyone standing outside of their spot. Until I found a big man,
"Heroine and a needle." I asked.
"How much."
"50 bucks."
"Here!" He throw it in my face and I jumped quickly to take it, I was so scared to lose it, I need this. I need this happiness today.

I moved back, to my spot, as suddenly a guy with a beanie, pushed me down and tried to take the Heroine out of my hand.
"Hey! That's mine! Leave it! Fucking leave it," He got out a knife and snatched to my wrist, and somehow, I won't let go,
"What the fuck girl?! Give it up already!"
"No! Leave me the fuck alone!" I jumped and pushed him over, I sat on him punching him all into to sides
"You don't have any fucking idea how I need this! You don't know what I did to get this! Why?! Why?! I just want to be happy! I want to feel the warmth! And you fucking people keeps getting in my way! Just leave me alone! Fucking leave me alone!-"

"Hey! Hey! What's going on?!" I hear a man's voice.
"Woah woah! Leave him away!" I am not, I am still punching him.
"No he fucking deserve it!"
"Stop! He is bleeding!"
"I was bleeding! He fucking deserve!"
"Stop!" The guy, held my hand,
"What do you want from me-" I look up and it's Felix.
"Perrie?" He said.
He moved away from the guy.
"Call Weston, and let him come to in my spot." He took my by.

What is this? Is this a dream? Am I dreaming? Is he really alive? What is he doing here? Why is he still alive?

He put me into a room and poured some water, as he sat on the couch. It's not a spot, it's a home, full of spray paints and art charts.
"Weston, she cut her wrist." He asked the guy, as he sat there. I can't look at him. I can't. It can't be true.
As Weston opened his bag full of medical care, and touching my wrist, I moved away.
"Perrie, let just fix your wrist first."
I say nothing as Weston touched my wrist again, I moved away.
"Perrie, please, you are losing blood." 
I looked away.
"Fine, I will tell you everything but as Weston take care of your wrist."
I didn't move a muscle, then slowly I moved my wrist to Weston, as Felix is on the ground now, looking at me.

"You know about my dad and his gang, after him begging me to join, I said no, but my brother, Andrew joined, and I was happy for what I got, you and high school, my dream of being an artist and your dream of being a writer, just two couples of loving nerds with hopeful dreams."
Weston is cleansing my cut and it hurt so much, I closed my eyes, so he stopped talking. As I opened them again, I can see every innocence in his eyes, as alway, he was small and cute.
"One day, 7th of January, a guy from his gang came and told me that my father and Andrew are in jail. They got caught selling drugs. My dad was so angry and depressed, his money was going to be for a man here called Maxem, known as Max."
Shit, does Max know that I was Felix girlfriend? Did he meant me on purpose.
"My dad, had health issues, he had daily heart attack, and worse every day. I had to do something and his only wish was for me to go back and actually make them feel scared by me. Make sure my dad's place isn't gone. I couldn't face to tell you I am leaving my studies and my whole life to go and be a drug addicted security. I was going to tell that I had to travel away and come back because I wasn't planning on sitting here my whole life."

He stopped talking, as Weston finished, he moved closer to my legs,
"But I came here, and those people really needed me. They needed someone to protect them. I couldn't leave after giving them hope, they are diagnosed. So I spread the rumor that I was shot by my drunk father."

I can feel a tear is falling down, I took a heavy breath, he holds my hand.
"I checked on you everyday for the two years of high school, and one day, I saw you kissing this boy on the train, I said you moved on. And I had to."
I am crying, I am shaking.
"Perrie, please say something." He is crying as well.
"I am going." I said getting up.
"No no, wait Perrie, please say something."
"Okay, you want me to say something, Is it that easy to lie to me? Am I just so stupid that I absorb lies? I mean, didn't you think I deserved to know the truth? As one time, I loved you. I really did. And I felt broken when you fake died. And then, the guy you are talking about, also lied to me and I don't if he is a father and left his family and I spent my whole senior year making sure his is okay, and making suer he is loved and he died as well, maybe it's all a lie after all, maybe it's all a big fat lie. Well, guess what. Look where I am at now." I said moving out with tears on my face
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