Take Me To The NeverLand

"Just one breathe"

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

I woke up wanting to be really hopeful today, I think Joey would want me to be happy in whatever, so I am pushing myself to be happy, because I need to, I slipped out, played my favorite playlist, and the first song made me jump, it was Let me love you, I ran to my bathroom and washed all my body, and my negative energy ran away as they knew I am ready to fight, and it was time to head outside
The ugly days of school again, the best thing is I can walk to my sister and kiss my beautiful niece, and then I head out, going to school is like going to hell, literally. It suppose to be my happiest year! I am a senior! I need to apply to collages and find my path. Well, for moments I thought my life is just as great as when Joey came in it. But now, I am all by myself.

"HEY AWESOME!" Lily came running and jumping to me.
"Hey!" I replied with a warm smile. Things are okay with Lily. Or maybe I just understood, I got along, we aren't close like before, but I tried to settle myself with it, and I think I am not shocked anymore.
"Lily, Mister Adam needs you in his office right away." A girl came and called Lily, I knew why, Lily will be the one to arrange the Senior Prom,
"I gotta go, but gonna meet ya at History! Byeee" she said as she was running.

"What do I have now actually? All the schedules mixed up, Ugh! I hate school so much!" I slammed my locker and screamed as seeing a guy staring at me back from the locker.
"What?!" I asked.
"You have English now." He said.
"What?" I still asking.
"Hi, I am Blaine.." his hand reached mine and wag it up and down.
"I am actually with you right now, I set behind you-"
"No you don't. Joey set behind me."
"Yes I know, well, now I set behind you, I used to set at the back."
"You are from the Trouble-makers?" I said moving my eyebrows together.
"Well, I am the Leader you can say," his hands were on my back pushing me gently to the forward, I get that as a sign of moving, and that he is not touching my back or anything.

"Well, was he wasn't flirting? Right?"
"Of course he wasn't, and even if he were, i would probably just flip my hair, I belong to the hottest guy in school!"

He talked constantly as we arrived at the class. But actually I found him very smart, the Trouble-makers, are a Glee group, and if you don't know what a Glee group is, you are not living. A Glee group is a group of talented singing and dancing kids. But Trouble-makers aren't just good dancing and singing kids, they are the definition of troubles.

History Class ;
"Hey, how was your classes?" I met Lily moving forward to me.
"It was okay." I said entering the class with her, settling down my stuff and placing my bag on the back of the chair.

"You wouldn't mind if I sat behind you again, would you?" that morning guy said, giving me a side to side smile, I found Lily rolling her eyes on us, but her face is forward, how did I know, she made that bitch smile.
"Um..No.." I replied.

"But what was his name?"
"Oh...I actually don't remember, it was something like Jain, Zayn. I don't know"
"And how do you know he don't what the nasty from you huh?"

At Home;
After finishing all my homework and stuff, I decided to head out for my night, wearing my favorite sleeveless crop top on my skinny, short skirt, I think I looked cute, but then Jess had to happen..

"What the fuck?!" She shouted making me feel uncomfortable.
"Shhhh, shut your mouth!" I said pushing her inside and slamming the door.
"Why the hell are you dressed like a slut, and where are you going? It's 12 midnight!"
She pulled the skirt to her,
"HEY! DON'T TOUCH ME! I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT! DON'T WORRY I WON'T LET ANYONE TOUCH ME OR GET PREGNANT AND THE FATHER IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE!" I said moving out the room and hiding outside.

The sound of the music from outside, makes me wanna move my body all long, as I entered the dance floor was empty, so it was easy to spot Marivesa, she was sitting on those bar chairs, I walked to her

"So Is Marivesa treating you nice?"
"Yeah, she seem so nice to me, like really, she wants me to be happy so yeah."

"Hi." I said softly.
She scanned me from hair to toe, then opened her mouth widely saying,
"GIRL YOU HOT!"
I giggled, oh, look at me now, little Perrie got to be hot for the first time.
"Thanks." I said giving her a bright smile.
"What's your head for?" She said.
For a second I was really confused,
"Um..what?"
She laughed really loud , then squeezed my cheeks with her hand,
"You know Perrie, even now when you are a hot chick, you are still the cutest panda ever." She said still laughing. I giggled this awkward giggles,
"I meant, what do you wanna drink?" She explained.
"Ahh, um, anything." I said anything because I know nothing,"You don't know drinks do you?" She said giving me a side smile. I nodded. She turned to the bar guy,

"Give me one Cosmopolitan for this lady." He nodded and went flipping the drinks around.

"So, what do you wanna know about me?" She said taking a sip from her drink.
"Um..how did you meet Joey?" I asked.
"Well, I am not that kind of the roll model for so much people, but myself and Joey, had something really inside us, we both know how to talk, or at least me, i was so comfortable with him." She got out a cigarette from the pack and light it up, "He called me before proposing to you, he talked about you a lot, he said that you were his future and that he is so happy that he meet you, he also said he loved you lots."

The bar guy placed the drink, it was kinda red, she stopped waiting for me to take a sip, I was scared, but excited, I am trying a whole new adventure. I nodded and smiled to her, it was really spicy, but it was refreshing. She laughed as I shivered. She passed to me the cigarette.

No way! I am not like that? Cigarettes and drinks, what else Perrie?! Stripper?! What am I doing here?! I should be in my house watching my favorite TV shows and playing piano?! There is no way I am gonna let my hand touch this freak thing! Over my dead body.

I gave her that 'No' face, she then came more close to me and said
"Just one breathe.."
I took a long breathe and coughed really hard, she smiled, coming next to me and teaching me how.
"You know, your first time smoking, and you aren't smoking the regular cigarettes!" She said laughing .
"What?" I said as I coughed.
"This is a marijuana cigarette"

What are you doing?! Stop! Perrie WAKE UP ! YOU CANNOT DO THIS! YOU ARE DRUNK! NO NO YOU ARE NOT EVEN HERE! YOU ARE SMOKING DRUGS

Every breathe now, fly inside my brain, sending its nicotine, the brain is confused, my body is screaming and my lungs are strangulating with the smoke getting inside it, my nose and mouth fighting, not knowing who should do the job, and my feelings, they disappeared, crushed, I am feeling the pain and the cutting , it wasn't from the heavy smoke, it was from the emptiness, I was hallow, there was a filled voice inside my feelings. And my heart. Well, I can't felt it anymore, the people sticking on my body, the music is so loud, the place is full, but it felt so lonely.

How did that happen? Where am I now? Is this my bed? How did I let myself to that? It was wrong. I can never see this Marivesa again.
"You are okay, babe. I am here."
This perfume, I missed it so much.
"I love you Joey."
"I love you more."
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Howdy! Hello People Of The World! Hope you aren't confused, writing this chapter made me confused actually Haha, anyways, this chapter was so long and filled with cool stuff, what do you guys think of Marivesa? And also do you guys think Perrie should forgive Lily or what? There will be some chapter like those, including drugs, or alcohol...this just how the story is, I am really sorry if you think it's not suitable. But yeah, Don't Forget To Vote , Comment And Please Share It To Your Friends.
And I Will Hopefully See You And Your Beautiful Face Very Very Soon.😊☺️

-Sou