Take Me To The NeverLand

Lyla.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

We are still in the hospital, and after some hours, Jess has finally woke up, and the first thing she asked about, of course her baby, and it made me so happy that actually Jess will be responsible on a person, my mom is holding the baby in her arms, she is crying but she is very happy, I can see that in her, and my dad is there, comforting her, and myself and Josh are sitting staring at how beautiful the view is, but every time I look at Lily, it's like I need her, but she never did,

"So, of course her aunt gonna name her?" Lily said sitting next to me. I moved up and opened the door as Josh called,
"Hey! Wait, I need you." So I waited, I can't handle her being funny while I need is someone who take "OUR" situation seriously!

"So, tell me..?" He said letting a i know what the hell is happening with you smile.
"What do you mean?" I replied hoping he won't ask me about Lily.
"Lily maybe?" He raised his eyebrows.
"Um..you don't understand, and you won't. It's complicated. I am complicated." I let a heavy breath fly away.
"Maybe I will, try me?" I then had this silence, I am not sure if I need to talk?
"Hey, look, Maybe you are not ready, but hey, everyone of us need someone to pour our hearts to, it may be sometimes dramatic, but it's not wrong to feel like you need to talk to someone and that you need to cry, and a hug with from the one you love. Especially when you are feeling lonely, because maybe you would do stuff, that you know yourself that is wrong, but you are so down, you wouldn't even care. Look, I know i am not good, but I try."

I smiled, how do my brother, my small brother know how to comfort and know all those stuff, I pulled him into a hug, and teared on his jacket,
"Look, I know what happened between you and Lily, and yes I am with you, Lily wants everything to herself only, but she is your best friend, you guys never fought, And I know that she should've came to you, but, actually I asked her not to go."
"Why? Don't you know I needed her?"
He smiled like a weird smile, and the silence appeared on his face as well as blush,
"I lost it."
"Lost..lost what?" I was so confused, but then Oh my god! Did my brother lost his-
"Guys! C'mon! Jess gonna choose a name!" I found my mom calling me, so we went,
"So what name?" My mom asked.
"They were all silent, and then she opened her mouth,
"Perrie take her." She asked me to hold her, and as I did, a beautiful creature smiled, her tiny little smile, and for a long time I haven't felt that happy before.
"I am going to name her, Lyla." She said.
We all liked the name, it was new and it fitted her perfectly, and suddenly I found myself trying to make her smile and my voice turned smooth and squeeze.

TWO DAYS AFTER

After pretty Lyla came home, Jess, mom and dad decided that Jess gonna get her own house, a small house that can hold her and her tiny daughter, and actually it was a good idea for Jess, but for me, i was so upset, we grow up together and it's so hard not seeing her everyday, but I never saw her that happy before, it's like she forget what Austin did to her but she is way to happy that he did it so she can get this beautiful sunshine, we still can't see her details, she is so small and little, her face is so tiny you barely see her nose,

AT NIGHT.

It's so damn boring in the house, my mom and dad went out to their date night, and of course Josh and Lily went on a Double Date with Cara and Morgen, and Jess slept deeply with Lyla, and there is me, the boring useless child, I studied all the last work I forgot to study, arranged my room and my closet, I found my phone ringing, it was Marivisa,

"Hello?" I said
"Little Perrie!" She replied, "How are things going? I waited for you yesterday?!"
"Um, I was busy, my sister was giving birth."
"Ohhh! Honey bee Jess!"
"Yeah-, wait, how do you know my sister?"
"I know some stuff on you Perrie, yourself don't know."
"What do you want?"
"I want to have fun, why don't you come?"
"Look, I don't even know you, and when I got drunk with you, I was tired and I need to drink something, but that doesn't mean I would hang out you!"
"Okay, then lets meet and know each other."
I thought about it, like yeah? Why not? I am already bored, and I want to have fun, why is everyone having fun and I am not, I am sure Joey would want to make me happy.
"Where will you be?"
"Same place. I will see you. Kisses." I got up and had a shower, I already smell like hospital. So I get into the shower, and let the water wash all my hopeful feelings away, sometimes when I remember Joey, I would be crushed down, but it's that I never forget him. He is deeply inside my heart and widely in my mind, and it kills me when he flows inside my veins. Do he also always remember me as I do?
I got out and covered my body, then wore some shorts and a tank top, that have an "X" shape in the back, and my white shoes, I added my waterproof mascara and throw on my lips a Matt red lipstick, I then let my hair breath its oxygen out, I looked more awake when I think, or when I shower.
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Howdy! Hello People Of The World! I really hope you are having fun reading my story, I am just adding some chapters in, because as you know, there are so much characters and everyone have a story and it somehow effect Perrie's life. Anyways, Don't Forget To Vote , Comment And Please Share It To Your Friends.
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-Sou