Take Me To The NeverLand

"Just one drink..."

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

It's a week after the weirdest day happened, still confused what did she mean?

Myself and Lily will have a girls night today, which I am bit happy about it, because she just is the only one who cares about me, no one does lately, as mom and dad are out of town for some job together, My mom is a wedding planner, so she gets out of the town pretty often, and my dad is a business man so he helps her out if he doesn't have job. And they spend some pretty amazing time together, just like me and Joey used to. Am I getting over him? I don't think so? Like he is all in my bed room, every memory is placed in my room for him..

*At Night*
It been 3 hours for Lily to arrive at our discussed time...I called her, but her phone is closed. I got up and cleaned up the stuff for our night, as I was hopeless she would come or even answer, so I got up and played on my piano for few hours, as I was playing, my phone ranged, usually I keep my mobile silent when I am playing the piano but I was just sacred Lily would call me then I wouldn't answer, and actually she called, I answered not giving her a chance to say hi

"Where the fuck are you? It's 11?!" I shouted.

"Honey, I can't come...your brother asked me to have a date at your small house, you alright  with that, right?"

"I-I guess...Actually no! I am fucking not alright! I need you! everyday I need someone who actually make me feel like I am important to live! you were the only who I wanted to live for! and you just don't fucking care about how I feel! from when you dated my brother and you are just ignoring me! and I hate it! we aren't best friends remember? we are sister! and you just leave! I am all fucking alone! Just live your life! but don't come and tell me that I've fucking changed! I know what I am doing! I don't need you!" I said not giving her a chance to explain herself! because I fucking know what she will fucking say! any stuff so she can cover her self up! but right now I am tired of people leaving me!

*1:00 MIDNIGHT*

I was watching that boring movie, with boring snacks and boring face book feed, and something kept telling me to open my back and look through his stuff, but I am just tired of missing people who aren't actually with me! But that something was stronger than me, I got up quickly as I was hoping no one sees me. I grabbed the bag and jumped again on the bed. I slowly started to unzip the bag, and as I opened it, I found a lot of memories. As our photo in summer vacation, in a rainbow frame as it was straggling with a Peter Pan's necklace, I had forgotten that I left it here.

It's so beautiful and cute that Joey was so childish and simple, childish in a good way, in a way that makes you feel happy, like do you know when the Facebook make this comic saying "Be with someone who can be weird with you so you never feel embarrassed!"
That was Joey, his enjoyment moments weren't kissing all the time, or cuddling or even wearing my red bra and my shorts, so I would look sexy enough, but actually it was watching Peter Pan, and eating popcorn, with a frezzy drink, that blue one was just so good!
And as the movie is finished and the ending song comes up, he gets up suddenly and he just start dancing and singing along,
The world need more of Joey, and less of drama and complicated life. He was such a good smiler, he used to smile and pull me into his chest, hugging me tightly, as I was just being anger and shouts at him, or when I am worrying about something, he always says I looked so cute when I am worried.

As I was looking in Joey's stuff, I found a paper, a small folded paper at the bottom of the bag, I unfolded it and found a number and an address, that's must be for the girl! Who had kidnapped me with Austin! Ugh! Fuck Her! She is useless!

But...What did she meant when she said you will need me? Like why would I need a stranger in my life?  Isn't it enough of having your best friend as a stranger? Maybe I should go? And ask her what she wanted from me? I am not leaving a bitch like her, kidnap other girls and threaten them by telling them they need her?

I got undressed and wore some  shots, and my Nike grey hoodie with my white shoes and smoothly tied my hair, I added some highlights down my black eye lids and applied some mascara so I would look more alive. I Throw my hoodie on my head and headout ofthe house, hoping Jess won't see hear my footsteps down the stairs. As I jumped onto my bike, I don't drive no more! Because I don't want more stress, I got enough for myself. So I reached to the address, it looked like a small, light up place in a quite dark street, which actually looked scary but nothing like lonely, the lights were all shining in the sky , as blue, green and yellow, and the music is so loud I bit the are deaf! I encouraged myself to go in, and it looked so weird, so loud and crowded, all people were pushing me into each other, making out, and smoke was floating in the place like air! I then figured out that it was nightclub, the girls were nearly naked, I thanked god there weren't strippers! Because ughh! They are just so disgusting! I saw a movie like this with Lily once, it was all about strippers and their hard lives! But I don't think they are that hard to get naked and do weird stuff! Ugh! So I tried to keep myself together, it kept getting hot and touching inside, until i reached to the bar, as I sat there, I tried to describe the place in my mind but it's just was so much I couldn't handle it, what was weird that wasn't a man asking me to what's my age so that I can come in or not! Because i can't , I am still in high school, last year, but still, weird.

"Heyy! You back!" I jumped slightly as I saw the girl standing right next to me!
"Um..what...no, um.. Who are you exactly?!" I said trying to prepare my words to ask her, I was scared, I was nervous..
"Hello, I am Marivesa, and I will be your guide for today, because you are sooo special to me, hun!"
She gave me her hand so I can shake it, but I kept it to myself and she made this awkward way to make herself cool with not handshaking her,
"What do you want from me?" I asked.
"Um..this maybe a long story, two Apple Martini please!" She asked the bar guy,
"Um..so, pretty girl, I am Marivesa, and I guess your boyfriend told you about me!"
And for a second I remembered the name in my mind! She was the nerd, the one Joey was giving Chole's clothes to! Omg what the fuck is my life? How could this be this?!"
"Your boyfriend and I were friends, but we stopped for a while! It's okay, he told me about you, and that he was me to not take care of you ever! So I did." She smiled
"Why would he say this? What's wrong with you?" I asked confusedly.
"Nothing pretty girl" she laughed as she giving me the drink.
"I don't drink."
"Just one drink won't matter honey, beside what's more relaxing than having a drink with a stranger, don't worry your mom or dad won't know, they ain't here anyway, even your sister won't really care, and your bother and your best friend have there own time, and you're single, so one drink won't matter sweetie"
And for a second, I just thought yeah, what would happen if I had a drink, beside I need to relax! So I took a shot.. It was so goood! But I wasn't relaxed enough, she took care of me.

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-Sou