"I am Sorry."

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*JOEY'S P.O.V*

She was lying next to me, in another bed..she was close, but she seemed so far away. I looked at her beautiful clear, big lips...thinking of how this angle going to get heartbroken when i die. The worst part about having a disease is not the pain..is knowing death. But i am not depressed. I have an amazing girlfriend. It was 10:00 in the morning... I slowly walk and went out to get some air. I was thinking...what makes such a beautiful and simple girl as Perrie lives with a guy like me. Half died/half alive, always sick, can't have a relaxing time..etc. what makes her that attached to me? What did I do to her? Does She really love me? Or do I just seem poor to her?

I went back to my room, she was still sleepy,as always beautiful.
As I was going to kiss her, somebody knocked...
"Come in" I said
"Good morning Mister Frier, I see you are alright now?" The Doctor Said.
"Yes..I guess. Thanks"
"Yeah sure. Anyways-"
He stopped, picking up some papers attached to each other, hanging on my bed. He slipped his pen from his pocket and start checking things. Perrie finally woke up, yawning.
"Good morning, Miss John. How was your sleep" he said, without looking at her.
"Oh, Good morning Doctor..I am fine. Thanks" Replied Perrie with a small smile.
"Laila..please bring the breakfast for the couple...And prepare the needle of Anesthesia." He said putting back the papers, he looked old. But not that old. He came to me..and check the  needle attached into my hand. Then looked at the  analysis solution that is hanging and then slowly looked back at Laila...
"And call James to call the Medical Care to Send Other Analysis Solution."
"Yes Doctor". He start doing weird things...and finally he left me. He headed to the bathroom.

"LAILA!" He shouted.
"Yes D-Doctor..." She said nervously
"Where is the soap?" He said pointing at the sink.
"Um..Sorry Doctor."
"I want to see a run by you..immediately to bring a soap. 60 seconds." He said as Laila Ran as fast as she can. By 2 seconds she was back with a soap. How do this guy do that.
"If you need anything, you know what to do"
"Yes,Doctor...Thanks" Perrie Said looking At the button above my head.
"Okay..have a good breakfast."

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*
They All Left, and it was myself and Joey only. I moved closer to him and grabbed his head, kissing his forehead. I then played with my fingers in his smooth hair. And moved softly my fingers down his eyes.
He Then Looked At Me With His Great Bright Eyes...
"Perrie, I Love you."
"Me too, Joey"
"Why are you still with me?" He shocked me by this Weird question.. I looked at him and said,
"Because, you're important. I need you in my life as much as you need me.
"Aren't you afraid I will dump you?" He smirked.
"Dump me?!" I laughed a sarcastic laugh. "You can't even breathe!" We both laughed hard. Then he was waiting for an actual answer.
"Umm... I guess No, I mean..I always hated when people who throw themselves on other people...because you know..he may turn out to be An asshole, but with you..I am not afraid..you know. It's love. I must be honest with you. And tell you how much I love you." He grabbed me and kissed me...I felt, alive.

*JOEY'S P.O.V*
We were cuddling, in that medical bed. But at least, we were in each other's arms. And that was the most important. As Laila Came in, she asked Perrie to Fill out the room so she can give Me the needle of an Anesthesia...in my ass. I laughed so hard,
"Don't Worry" I said with a smirk "She had seen more".

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*
We all laughed. But I already had to go, Lily called me.
I got out and fast pressed on the green button;
"Oh my god! My babe, I have missed you much!" She shouted
"Oh Lily! Me too, I am so tried! So bad! I want to die!"
"Hey! Shut up! You don't get depressed! You and Joey gonna live and get married and have little baby children."
I Simply laughed, "Okay baby, I missed you so much"
"So, let's have a girl night tomorrow"
"Nah, I can't... Joey has a check on surgery"
"Okay then, myself and Josh gonna get to you today,right?"
"Yeah cool"
As I was going to tell ask her on my parents, the nurse called me.
"Look, at 4 o'clock, I am going to get him dressed in his medical clothes so he could be fully ready. Good luck"
"Alright, thanks ." She gave me a small smile.
As I entered the room, there was Joey , laying tiredly, looking at the wall, like he was imaging the NeverLand.

After, the check on surgery, Joey was still sleeping but I had to wake him up, it was already 8:00, he had to take a shower, for 3 days he smell like A dirty fish. Then he wore his cute comfy shorts with a grey t-shirt, and his hair was all wet and the real color glowed up. When somebody knocked the door, I thought "oh, it's properly Lily and Josh. But It Wasn't...It Was Chloe.

And My Eyes Stared At Her Face As She Was A Thief. I Was Literally Creeping On Her. Woah! Look at those blue eyes, her blond hair..each single hair has a fascinating color. Her Nose! Oh my god! Her bloody nose! SHE HAS THE BEST NOSE IN THE WORLD! Everything..Everything in Her is prefect...then my eyes slowly went down...I then I felt very bad about myself... Look at those cute boobs! They literally look like a cupcake! With cream!

"Is Joey Here?" She said. I kept creeping her for 20 mins Straight! Not blinking. Until Lily came behind her..looking at me in a weird way, slipped me hard,
"HEY!" I Shouted.
"Hello!" She gazed at me slowly pointing to Chloe.
"Oh..Hi, Come in..Please"I said...but I kept standing at the door..and then realized. She entered. I wasn't excited to see Lily No more. I just followed Chloe..To see her putting the flowers on the table and sitting next to Joey.

*JOEY'S P.O.V*
She sat next to me, I didn't know what to do! I just looked away in an awkward way.
"Hey Bae" As she said that, I can feel Perrie's Nerves, Her Face Was All Red And Her Hands Were On Her Waist.
"Hi." I replied simply.
"What happened?"
"Um..Nothing, just a bit tired"
"Oh..well it's okay baby"  FOR GOD SAKE STOP CALLING ME THAT!
"Okay." She started leaning on me...
"OKAY HE HAVE TO SLEEP! BYE NICE TO SEE YOU!" Perrie Said Making Her Go Out Of The Room..
"Bye Bae" She Said As Perrie Let The Door Smack In Her Face.
"She Ain't Pretty You Know" Perrie Said. We all laughed.

It Was 1:00, When I Opened My Eyes, Remembering Every Single Trouble In The Mad House, The People There, The World There Was Dark, And Ugly. Everyone Was Really Creep, For A Moment, I Remembered The Room And Smell And The Food And All The Darkness Came To The Room, Floating, Everywhere, Then, I Looked At The Side, And Saw An Angle Sleeping...
"I Am Sorry" I Whispered.
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