Take Me To The NeverLand

Summer Time Sadness.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

I don't get it! Why? Why is this happening to me?! Why can't I be happy for god sake! Life is too unfair to me! It was 2 weeks away from the graduation, and Joey was doing okay..just a few days ago..we were sitting the apartment of his in Hawaii, and I heard shouting from the bathroom, he was laying on the ground holding his head! Screaming out his heart! I throw myself down next to him.

"Honey, Please Listen To Me! Huh! Huh! Look at me! Concentrate on Me! Please Just look at me! Please please!" I was saying crying my eyes out! And holding his cold hands...I ran to bring the mobile to call Lily And Josh..

"Lily! Lily help me! Please! Joey is very tired get the car and we need to find   any plane!"
"Alright! Just Calm Down"
After 45 we were on the road to the airport. And Thanks god we finally found a plane!

I kept Joey feeling alive. I gave him some medicine from the Doctor's appointment last time. As we finally arrived, we headed immediately to the doctor.

"Doctor Carmon, Please! Tell me what's wrong!"
"Calm down Miss John. I need to first see him, right?"
"Right. Sorry"
It was long time, and when he finally came out,
"S-so Doctor? Is everything alright?"
"He is okay, don't worry. He will just need to stay in here for awhile. He is going to be okay, apparently his dangerous pimple in his brain kept enlarging inside his brain..this dangerous pimple may cause damage parts of the brain."
"Oh my god!" I start crying.
"Miss John, Calm down. I am trying my best to fix his Pimple to easily melt down."
"Oh my god! What wrong with me?! Why life is too unfair to me!? GOD!"
"Miss John, Mister Frier is trying so hard to live. So I think he would need some supporters right?"
"Yes."
"We got you two beds so you can sleep comfortable with him."
"Thanks so much Doctor, I appreciate."
"Your welcome. If you need Anything there's a button above Mister Frier Bed, just press it and a nurse would come to you. He may wake up in a while so the nurse will bring the food, alright?"
"Yes, Thanks. "
"It's okay, I may go now."

After the doctor left, I headed to Joey's room. He looked really tired. And I wasn't strong anymore. It feels like my bones were hollow and full of depression. Looking at Him, and imagining this angle..why would that angle die? Why?

As the nurse entered I removed my tears with my fist. She had noticed and bought me some tissues.
"Thank you."
"Miss Perrie, right?"
"Yes." I said looking up to see her. She had those beautiful bright honey eyes. And her lips were large and clear.
"I am still in school.. And the doctor had told us about you and Mister Joey..you are so strong. We had an essay about who is your hero and why..I had chosen you. You are so strong and brave. I once had boyfriend..he just broke his arm and I left him immediately. I was so scared. But you. You are so amazing."

This made me so happy in myself. I am a hero to someone. Wow, Isn't that amazing. Having someone as a fan for you. How did she saw everything in deep in me. I gave her a small smile.

"I just wanted to tell you something, you have a really good heart. You had fallen in the idea of love before even knowing what is love. You just saw it on Television. And thought

"oh Love so beautiful, you just can wish for whatever you want! You can trust easily and the other person will love you the same"

But it turned out to be fake , and you just  get broken and confused everyday . And you never know did you hurt or got hurted..You never know who are fake or who are real. And it seem like everybody is blind but they ain't..they are just making sure you are. And You turned out to be depressed and ugly and angry and fear. And all the feelings get complicated together. Just always believe that one day..you will be able to find your soul-mate. Because you ain't dead. You are living and you are everyday learning. Never give up, Perrie."

I actually teared up abit. Her words were so wise and it seem like every word was telling me "You Perrie!" And I just think she is really intelligent. And she got heartbroken a lot. She knows.
"Thanks...Um-"
"Laila."
"Yeah! Thanks Laila..I May Never Forget Those Words." She Gave me a small warmed smile and left. I then wrapped Joey and kissed him on the forehead. Then warped myself in the blanket as well. And thought. Will I ever really be happy? Will I really may not complete with Joey? May he really die? How will this feels? Will I cry? Will I be shocked? How would I live without him? Will he really leave me alone with those monsters? So we won't get married? So this was all a joke?

God, may you make me strong. Make me complete.

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Howdy! Hello People Of The World! New chapter is here! Finally two chapters in one day! I literally spent the whole day writing those! I hope you guys like them! This chapter was a bit depressed but I just wanted to say that not all people complete with strong body and feelings, sometime you just need a break. And you get depressed of just thinking of stuff that make you mad or make you weak. So I hope you understand my point. Don't Forget To Vote , Comment And Please Share It To Your Friends.
And I Will Hopefully See You And Your Beautiful Face Very Very Soon.😊☺️

-Sou