Take Me To The NeverLand

Gifts.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

"Will we need more beer?" I asked, fulling the table with cans.
"I don't think so.." She replied.
"Oh, shut that worried face! I am not a kid and I know what's happening..!" I replied.
"Fine! why are you so angry today?" She asked,
"It's not that because of this mysterious pregnant girl/woman by your ex dead boyfriend, right?" She preferred answer for her question,
"You know there's this thing called replying that you can actually use when you ask a question for somebody, but anyways no it's not because of this girl and you're really rude!" I answered, "It's just that I want to do something new, something that I've never tried and it's a new life for me, like in for four weeks I'll be in college and I need to be brave and you know, fun to be hang out with!" I explained.
"Fine, whatever you wish but just make sure that you know what you're doing so you won't regret it after long time." She replied.

I slightly disappeared in my mind that there's a person who actually understand how terrifying and worriedly somebody could be when they're confused and it's not easy getting the right decision. Someone probably said somewhere that you have to choose between what is right and what is easy. And for people like me, like Marivesa...it's hard to choose, it's hard to just compare.

"Do you have enough nachos?" I asked, preparing the table.
"Next time you should do your own party in your own of house!" She said.
"Trust me you'll love it and every day you gonna bring me here and make sure that I'll be the party planner!" I convinced myself.
"Every day... a party planner, okay this is a one time things!" She giggled.
"When shall I call the guests?" She asked holding her phone up.
"Give it like two... no wait... one hour!" I replied, she nodded.

*LILY'S P.O.V*

"I don't know why am here? or why am knocking on your door now? or what to say? or how to think? but I just really need you right now.." I said as the door opened and he was standing there in front of me.
"Come in, Lily." Josh said.
As I entered I could see in his eyes, that he's broken, his eyes are full of pain and that pain is from me! The least thing I want to do to is hurt him, to make him feel that pain or to have this pain inside his eyes, it's terrifying.

"What's wrong, Lily?" He asked.
"I don't know or maybe I do, I am not sure but I don't want to lose you and I don't want to lose Perrie! You guys are like my family and I know that I look like a bitch and maybe I am actually, I just don't know Josh, I really do not know what I am right now and I don't know how you see me and how you planned your future with me..But I have no one but you, and Perrie."

The silence broke me. I knew that he wouldn't take me in his arms. Maybe I just waited for something that he would say, he always say stuff that comfort me in a way that nobody can but instead he just sits there, looking at the ground. He can't even look at me. How did we come here?

"Perrie is not answering any of my texts or calls, I have no one but her. I know that I have said stuff that I should not have said."
"Lily, I am applying to a job interview in few minutes...and I don't know what kind of chat are we having right? Are you like apologizing to me or are you telling me that you have no one but Me and Perrie...so I don't really have time anymore, I am growing up, maybe you should try it." His words described every thing I imagined would happen. I am not blaming him, as I picked up my bag and looked in his pure eyes one last time, I took off and brain won't stop accusing me of the loss for the people who care the most.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

For so long I haven't felt this good, I have such a good thighs, I don't know people think they are fat and I need to jog more, I like them just like this, especially in those jeans shorts and leggings, I think some mascara will finish the look, and here I go with my red lipstick, they love red lipsticks, maybe this is it, I can't move on because I thought he loved me, and that our undying love will remain alive, but Mari is right, he is dead, shouldn't his love be as well, and as whatever was for us, he probably did better with the mother of his child, maybe it's time to see who can deserve me.

"I like your new look, isn't like a new look, a new me."
"That's bullshit, but I like it!" I agree with Marivesa.
As the bell ring, I smiled to her,
"Are you ready?" She winked moving towards the door, I checked my clothes and my hair and the door was opened, it was almost was like there will be a door for me for a new life. I started throwing smiles everywhere,
"Mari! Amazing party!" A girl told Marivesa, and as she looked at me and said,
"No, Miley, this was my party planner, Perrie!" She said hugging me. We all started giggling as I introduced myself to everyone.

"Mari, I have got some stuff, up your room?" I heard whispering from Cara, as she winked at me, "Bring pretty eyes!" She whispered again.
"Perrie, you down?" She asked.
"I will bring the water!" They giggled.

I walked upstairs to them, and as I opened the door,
"Pretty eyes, come next to me!" Cara said. I did what she asked me to.
"Is she safe?" Zay asked.
"It's Perrie, from the after private party" Xandu said.
"Ohh, I like your new look girl, keep it up!" Joesph complimented me. I smiled back.

"What the new stuff?" Mari asked.
"Zay, bring it up." Cara asked Zay, as he gets some pills in a small bag in his pocket, he throw them on Cara,
Everyone took a pill, with a sip of a beer,
"Pretty eyes, try?" Cara asked me.
"Okayy!" I said smiling,
She gave me a pill in my hands and her eyes didn't blink back at anything but my eyes, I know this look, I see it in movies, I swallowed it as fast with a beer,

"You know, babe, this pill is mine." Zay said, I looked at a shock, Cara just gave it to me, what do I do?
"Oh man, was it?" Cara said.
"Yep, and I might want it" He insisted.
I didn't know what to do, I ruin everything now,
"I can forgive you, if you kissed me?" He asked.
Everyone started cheering for me, and I started laughing and leaning towards him, until it happened, I kissed him. They all started shouting, and I couldn't stop laughing,
"Oh pretty eyes, you will need this after kissing Zay!" Cara handed me a cigarette, the laughter didn't stop in this room.

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