Take Me To The NeverLand

What If Love Is Lossen?

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

He Screamed. Holding His Hands To His Head, Like He Was Taking His Hair Off! Every time he screams his eyes close together and produce tears falling! His mouth was suddenly a water falls, but it wasn't water...it was blood! Blood falls! His Eyes Were Watering, His Hands Were Blood-Red, His Lips Were Blue! And His Face Was Pale. He Kept On Shouting! Screaming And Crying. I Never Saw Him Like This! He Took A Pillow And Start Hitting Himself With It! I Tried To Calm Him Down...It's Never Working. They Grabbed Him, Pushed Him On The Bed! He Was Moving Everywhere,screaming every min. And then, they stabbed him, by a needle, that finally made him turn back into Joey. He was weak,tired and selfless.

"Miss John, Please Take Care Of Him, I Will Call The Doctor." A Girl Doctor Said.
I Nodded But My Hands, My Legs Were Shaking, My Heart Was Nearly Died. I Was Scared...the View was Disturbing. For God Sake I Want To Understand What Was That. I Moved Slowly And Sat On The Chair. He Wanted To Be Strong And Try To Open His Eyes, But His Weakness Pushed Him To Deep Sleep.

"Good Evening" The Doctor Said. I Didn't Say A Word. It Was Like My Mouth Was Hacked!
"Um...Okay. Miss John. I Need To Tell You Bad News" And My Heart Was Officially Died. My Hands Were Cold And My Brian Closed All It's Windows As It Didn't Want To Hear The Bad News.
"Anyways, Um...This Is A Very Dangerous Sickness As I Have Told You Long Ago...And It's More Dangerous Because It's In The Brain, Specially In A Nerve. It's Not Like A Flu, As If You Slept In A Cold Place Then Suddenly You Are In Hot Place, You Then Get A Cold, No. It's Like Cancer. It's Doesn't Have Any Alarm. And That What Makes It Also Very Hard. Most People Get It In Their Legs, Anyways... I Tried To Melt This Pimple, But It May Have Melted On Another Nerves So It Grow Another Pimples...But Right Now We Are Not Sure, I Can Give You A 10 Percent Hope. I Will Try My Best, But Right Now, Joey Need To Be Fully Relaxed. And He Will Also Need To Visit His Family."
"Of Course He Do, Okay." That's What I Got From My Mouth. My Brain Kept On Telling Me To Scream But My Body Won't Move. All I Can Think About Is Joey Can't Die?! We Need To Be Together! He Is Mine?! He Can't Die!

It Was Already Night, And All I Did Was Stay Next Joey, Holding His Hands, And Hugging Him. As If It A Goodbye Hugging And Cuddling, I Never Wanted To End.

"Miss John, There Is Someone Waiting For You Outside" Laila Said. I Wasn't Ready To See Anyone But I Had To.
I Nod My Head And Went Out.

"Hey Babe" And It Was The Smoothest Voice, The Voice Who Made Me Feel Comfortable...Lily.
I Hugged Her With A Waterfall Of Tears, I Was Cutting My Heart Out! She Hugged Me Tight.
"Oh My God!? Perrie! You Need To Chill Babe, Okay, Just Kiss Joey, And Let's Go Anywhere Outside, You Need Some Air". I Did What She Asked Me To, I Grabbed My Phone And Kissed Him On His Forehead and Went With Lily. It Was Dark But I Couldn't Feel Comfortable Again, It Was Like My Heart Was Screaming Out Loud, It Felt Like I Stepped With My Heart On A Broken Glass And Cut My Heart, It Felt Hard. I Was Looking Outside The Window, My Eyes Were Sparkling With The Lights And Tears, Lily Held My Hands As She Parked.

"Come On Babe, Let's Go." She Pointed At Costa. She Ordered A Caramel Coffee And I Ordered A Cold Lemon With Mint. As We Sat, Outside, The Air Was Flying My Hair Away, It Felt Good But Still Hard.
"So..Talk To Me." Lily Asked Me.
"Lily, I Am Tired, So Tired. I Am Still A Teenager Girl, I Don't Understand Anything, It Feel Hard And Agonizing...Joey Is So Sick, And I Don't Know If I Can Handle It No More...I Don't Want To Give Up, But I Feel Like I Am Gonna Slip Over My Face And Break My Teeth, And It Feels So Painful...Not To Show That There Actually No Hope! The Doctor Said..."
And I Start Crying, She Pulled Me And Hugged Me Tight, No One Will Imagine How Much I Needed Her Hug Right Now. Lily Is The Only Person I Can Talk To, She Is The Only One Who Understand Me.
"I-I Love Him, I Don't Want Him To Feel Pain, It Kills Me Seeing Him Weak! Joey Is Always The Kind Of Person Who Is Crazy And Playful! And It So Hard, Lily. Even It Harder! He Don't Want To Tell Anyone?! And I Need To Talk To Someone, Even His Best Friend, I Helped Him Over The Last Months, But For God Sake I Need To Feel Fine! My Summer Is Ruined..." And Suddenly, I Looked Down To The Ground, Did I Just Say That Joey Ruined My Summer?! Did I Just Say That?! How Can Say I This?! I Cried Even Harder, Putting My Hands On My Face, Lily Hugged Me And Her Hands Were Comforting Me. But I Never Wanted To Say That?! What If I Had Loosen My Love To Him?! What Will Happen Next?!
"Perrie, Look At Me" Lily Said.
"I Understand That You Are Tired, And That You Are Carrying A Huge Responsibility Over Your Back! And That You Wanna End It! Because It's Bullshit! But You Know What Is Also Bullshit, Seeing You Cry!! It Kills Me! You Don't Have To Cry! You Have The Power To Leave Him, Just Say" I Can't Do That Anymore", He Will Understand...Look Perrie, I Am Sorry But We All Know There Is No Hope In This! And You Also Think So! Right? So Anyways He Is Gonna End..So Have Time And Relax From This Shit! You Can Do It! Call Him And Say " I Am Sorry! But I Can't Do That Anymore?!"

And Suddenly A Blocked Number Ringed My Phone,

"Hello?" I Said
"Hi! Miss Perrie?!"
"Yes...Who?"
"I Am Laila! Is Mister Joey With You?!"
"WHAT?! NO?! HE IS NOT?!"...
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-Sou