Take Me To The NeverLand

Perrie John.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*
As we arrived his home we set outside in the sky, it couldn't be more relaxing for my disturbing brain..

"So tell me a bit about yourself?" I asked him.
"Mm.. I am Blaine, I'm a senior" He replied sarcastically.
"No! I know the stuff!", "I meant tell me something crazy"
He looked at me with a wide smile, then scanned me from my hair to toe,
"I had a crush for you"
I was shocked ..
"Woah! that's crazy!" I said.
"I know right"
I giggled.
"Thanks mom" He said as his mom added the pizza on the table.
"Mm! It smells amazing, thank you!"I said.
"It's OK honey" she replied giving me a warm smile. She looked exactly like Blaine, her eyes are a bit darker but still the green sparkles in them..she wasn't fat, but I think she is chubby.
Her smile is lovely tho.

"So what does your parents do?" He asked taking a big bite.
"My mom is a wedding planner and my dad is a business man" I took another bite while looking at his reaction, as his face light up with surprise.
"What?" I asked curiously.
"It's just weird I never thought that." He stopped taking a bite then continuing again,"You just never showed, I mean that your family is hardworking..you know..a lot of money is made" He said raising his eyebrows.
I giggled on how people see a business man and a wedding planner make so many money..but still their daughter is not happy..
"I should've not said that" He said blaming himself.
"No no it's okay, it's funny, but we are not millionaires, we are okay. Normal." I said.
"Normal." He re-sentenced it.
"Do you have any siblings?" I asked.
"I do yes, I have 2, both of them are older than me, a sister and a brother." He replied.
I took a bite and looking at him for more information.
"It's my sister, my brother and me, my sister is engaged and she will get married soon. She is in the same town her with her fieonce." He stopped again can't resist eating the pizza, he took another bite and said "My brother is in collage, he is actually not here, he is in Japan."

I raised my eyebrows in a happy way. He smiled and completely "It's just my mom and I in this house"
"Is your dad with your brother?" I asked.
But, he suddenly didn't talk, I looked up at him and shit! I said something stupid didn't I ?!
"Actually...my dad died." He said with a disappointment.
"I am really sorry-" , "It's Okay." He said cutting me off.
As we finished the pizza, his mother took them inside and he asked me to drink a specific juice that he does.

"Do you guys like all know how to cook?" I asked as he handed me the cup.
"Um..mostly yes." He agreed.
I took a sip from the juice,
"Oh my god" I said giggling. He giggled with me.
"This is amazing" I screamed.
"I know !" He replied.
"Soo...Perrie, I really want to know you.."He said.
I thought,
Uh..what can I possibly say that just define me. And I couldn't think of a thing other than this...

"The previous year, I had met a boy, we bonded really fast..we spent so much together..he was different, I guess. He was just, great. He changed me a lot, I never loved someone like this, I was really happy. You know that feeling when you see somebody and you say 'AND FINALLY!' It was like that, he was the only one who knew how to cheer me up, how to deal with my anger and my stupid mistakes. He loved me. I know he did." I stopped, feeling my heart ripped out of my body, and my tears are shouting, my backbone is cutting my skin.

"When we were in the Summer break he suddenly got sick, really sick. The weather was hot and sweaty and he was always cold. He was always tired,never on balance. And then one day he slipped into the bathroom, he just fainted, I called my brother and his girlfriend. We took the first plane again to this town. As soon as we arrived I took him to the hospital.The doctor told me that he had some rare sickness and his brain. He got his in the 'Danger triangle in the face' position. He told me he have a dangerous pimple that is deposited in a very important nerve in the brain. He said that he will have to take many medicines until we see what can happy, like an antibiotic. He did take so much but it never helped. The doctor said we will take the next step and by that meaning, melting the pimple inside his brain."

"The pimple melted and he was perfect. We took a week out the hospital finally, he took me to our favorite place. He bends down on his knee and proposed to me. I said yes of course. But happy ends doesn't always be happy. So as we were in his house, preparing to tell everyone, he suddenly vomited blood out of his mouth and nose, it was all over me...I ran to the hospital, and guess what?"

"His pimple melted on other nerves and created many other pimples...I was killed when the doctor said, I am sorry, he won't be the same before. Like I didn't know, but I loved him. He died."

I lied. He didn't just die. He was killed. By his cousin. He was just gone. He left me. He was the only person who understood me. He knew how to deal with my anger. He knew how..how to make me Perrie. Losing someone who was actually a part of you. Is the most painful pain.

He pulled me close to him, petting on my hands and looking into my tearing eyes.
"He must be a very lucky guy." He said.
I gave him a warm smile, thinking, how real it feels now, knowing that he actually is really died. I miss him. But missing people doesn't always mean to get them back in our lives.
Now I know...Who is really Perrie John.
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Howdy! Hello people of the world ! It's a dramatic chapter ! I know. But it's just one chapter now, tell me what you think and Blaine and how he helped Perrie to find herself again? And does she really find herself or does she thinks Now Perrie is better ? Don't Forget To Vote , Comment And Please Share It To Your Friends.
And I Will Hopefully See You And Your Beautiful Face Very Very Soon.😊☺️

-Sou