Take Me To The NeverLand

Onesies!

It's not about what you feel inside your heart, because you can't explain that to the people, can you? Your actions define you. And you will need to think before taking a single step forward to the move. You have to think whether it will change me? Or would it change the point of view of the eyes. I know what you think right now. People doesn't matter. Do whatever you want. But sometimes people do. People have to. This how life goes.

*MARIVESA'S P.O.V*
"Zay! I don't want to throw a party!"
"But it's your birthday! I mean we need at least to have a small party!" Zay said convincing me.
"Yeah and bring your friend that you bought on the after party." Cara asked me.
"Yeah yeah, what's her name? She was such a pretty eyes!" Zay added.
"You mean Perrie?" Cara nodded.
"Yoo guys, Perrie is not like that."
"What kind of 'that' is she?" Zay asked.
"No..like it was just once."
"Since when do you care?" Zay asked coming next to me.
"It's nothing." I replied moving away.
"Mari! Get over it. We don't care about people."
She said, letting her face away.
"Beside, are we doing something wrong?" She completed grabbing a cigarette from the table, "We are just making her...someone she deserve to be."
"Perrie doesn't deserve that!" I screamed grabbing everyone's attention.
Zay looked at me in a question way. But I didn't care. Or maybe I do. I don't know. It's just weird that whoever sent me here, doesn't care what I came to be like. That doesn't mean I don't like myself right now, in fact I am very comfortable with myself. But, I don't want Perrie to actually be sorry for friending someone who only cares about the amount of Heroine being added in the meddle, or what kind of drink make you spicy more. I want to be good friend. I left them looking at me and headed outside to breath in some fresh air.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*
"Perrie, Honey are you awake?"
I heard banging on the door with the voice of my mother. I stretched up, yawing and getting ready for her to shout.
"Yes mom. You can come in" I said, sitting straight my back on the bed.
"What a mess!?" She said as she got in looking at my room.
"Yes mom?" I said letting gain her attention to me.
"Sorry baby. Um..how are you?" She asked.
"Good..thanks" I replied waiting for the main point.
"Amazing." She sight, getting closer and sitting on the bed.
"Honey, I love you, you know that right?" She asked. I nodded. She pet my leg under my blanket.
"I know I was a bit tough on you the other day, I just never seen you distracted..and you don't talk to me much..I am just worried about you."

I know she is worried about me. I know everything she is going to say. And I know how things like that may damage a lot of stuff. Family connection is one of the most important thing a person will need. But right now, I just need to figure out my road myself. What I can do best and what can effect me hard. My mom was always by my side every day. She never left me and she always helped me with my life. It's just not the same anymore.

I nodded, repeatedly letting her finish her explanation, even though, I don't wanna hear it. Because she is just..my mom. I can't be mad at her.

"Just please, take care of yourself." She finished. But then suddenly, went back and kissed me on the forehead, moving her fingers through my hair.
"And, I know I have said some things that I have to apologize about. You know when I am angry-"
"Mom. I loved Joey. I know that. You may think I don't know what love is. But I had this feelings. Like when I saw his face, I just keep on smiling. The way he made me feel inside my heart. No one can really feel it. I don't think it's hard, It just complicated. It doesn't matter what you said. I know that I love him, I know he loved me." I looked at the ground trying to gain every happy memory I had with Joey, and it seems like every happy moment is always with Joey.

She gave me a warm smile, petting on my leg again. She nodded then head out of the room.
I didn't want her to tell that we might actually complete our love journey. I know.

8:30
The weekend is one of the best thing that ever happened.
Myself, Josh and Jess planned today because we haven't met for so long. We planned to bake and watch a movie. Also I gained the opportunity to give some kisses to Lyla. Jess and me are like Tom and Jerry. We fight all day and all night then at the end of the day, I can't live without her. Or without Josh, I didn't talk to him about Lily, I guess he is trying to get over it. It's weird because breaking up/separating, means at the end, not being together, but the difference is by the way you leave them, you destroy them, mentally, or you destroy them handles-sly. It's a long story, but it means, when you actually hurt them by words, they will be hate you while leaving you, they will hate the way you looked at them, the movie you used to watch, the song you used to sing, the place you used to stay. Everything. Just everything.

"What the hell are you wearing Josh?" I questioned seeing Josh in a cow onesie.
"Go wear your unicorn onesie! Jess is coming with hers and Lyla's" I giggled and agreed. I went to my room and changed into my unicorn onesie letting my curly hair falls. I heard my phone ringing so I ran to it and jumped on the bed.

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