Take Me To The NeverLand

Blindfolded 0.2

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

I slide over my tears with my arm, quit sobbing, get up, you are literally crying the club, you baby. I push myself up, but I fall hard, I bust into tears.

"What happened to me?! Am I even still alive? Will things ever get better? Will it? Will I get better? Will I be okay?" I am sobbing and crying out loud, I hold my chest hard, so that I can take my breathe, It hurts, something hurt, something is shattering inside me, it's slowly pulled. I then, covered my mouth with my hands so that I could stop crying and shouting.

I pushed myself again, holding on everything thing go get up, I then washed my tears away with my hands. For a moment, I looked at the mirror,

Who is that? And why is she dressed that way? Why is she thinking that way? Why is she talking that way? Why is she here?

I went outside, and my brain is talking and talking, who are those people? Why is she here with them? Why do they seem different to her, maybe everyone seems different to her, maybe he seemed different to her, maybe no one is who they thought they would be, maybe she wasn't what she thought she is, maybe this is her chance to be the same like everyone else.

I slide over the dancing bodies and the music banging in my head, I spot my friends there dancing, as I move to them, I can feel every story and heat why everyone of those people are here today, I can feel a hand moving all over my body and kisses transferred from one face to another, Mari in front of me and someone behind me, touching and heating all my body as the music goes and goes, my head is not in it's place, my hands are moving with my body but my heart is not beating. Blackout.

*MARIVESA'S P.O.V*

I can slightly see her opening her eyes, everyone left and I had to take her home, I stayed up all night trying to wake her up, she slowly opens her eyes.
"God, you scared the hell out of me?! What's wrong with you?" I screamed, but I sense that she still don't know where she is at, so I again sit down next to her,
"Perrie, you okay?" I asked, hoping that she will nod, and she did, in fact she talked.
"What happened?" She asked lazily.
"You ran over my cat." I said. I suddenly found her jumping slowly as she holds her head
"What?" She said, then looked at me and completed, "You don't even have a cat?"
"I could have a cat." I said.
She throw her body again at the bed, moaning holding her hair.
"God, my head will explode!" She shouted.
"Well, at least you have a reason, drunk superman."
"What?" She asked.
"Do you remember anything from yesterday?"
"Um...yes...yes...NO! Oh god, did I do something stupid?"
I moved up, getting her water,
"Well, thank god your ex is dead, now I can see him calling the police."
"Someone called the police for me?!"
"You get scared pretty easily, that must be fun!"
"Stop it! I feel like my head is rushing for some kind of running competition!" She shouted.
"Hey, I just wanted to make sure you are okay, you can go back to sleep now, but you looked a dead meat so, I had to check you were still alive."
"Nooo but wait, what happened yesterday?"
"We can talk about this when you get some rest, and even after getting washed up, you stink!"
"Ahhhh, Why is everything so bright?" She said letting my eyes rest.
"Because you are on something called 'HANG OVER' " I said tucking her in.
"I can't believe I am actually on a Hangover!"
"Yes yes, you are becoming an older, cooler woman, of course...now get some rest Perrie"
I said leaving the room.
I went outside, stressing about what I have done to her, is it my fault? Did I change an innocent girl to an addictive bitch? I moved towards the fireplace and sat down. I loved the way it's sprinkles flame and not glitter. The fire was feeding me up with its warmth. I removed the carpet and took out the wooden brick, letting the videotape outside, I looked at the videotape and guessed what could happen if I showed this to everyone. Would now she become officially destroyed? Should I gave it to her first, see her reaction?
-RING RING-
"Hi" I said putting back the brick.
"Mari, we are having a gathering tonight, are you coming?"
"Who will be?"
"The old ones, we are going to duplicate tonight."
"Mid or sun?"
"Mid."
"Okay, I will be there."
"Barn 0.3"
"Bye."
Our calls end up really fast. I appreciate that. I don't like friends with benefits.

MIDNIGHT
I was dressed up already and was heading outside when I heard my name being called.
"Perrie, you up?"
"Yes. Where are you going"
"Outside."
"Really, okay...um...can I come?" She asked, I wish she doesn't ask me again, because I can't. That's like two nights in a row.
"Mari, you are going outside and you don't want me with you. What's wrong? Have I done something wrong?"
Oh shit, I hate that I am feeling afraid about her.
"Nothing, wear something causal." I said.
"Okayy!" She ran fast.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*
I ran to the bathroom, and washed off quickly, I didn't even care it was 12 midnight. I took a quick shower and wear some mascara. I then throw on some shorts and and black sweater.

"Done." I said.
"Let's go, Perrie" She replied unlocking the car. We swept in and head to a place near a lake. Something like a barn I guess. I can feel something is off because Marivesa is never that quite. And I can't put my hands on the problem, I just can feel it.
"You okay?" I said.
"Don't ask me that, Perrie....no one is okay." She said, so I shut up. I walked to huge gates, and I can hear people laughing. Mari knocked code words. And as the door was opened, I was so ready !
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Howdy ! Hello people of the world, many chapters after each other. Just trying to finish up so you guys won't get bored. Anyways, I loved writing these chapters because it's all what the story about, emotions and feelings. Anyways, Don't Forget To Vote , Comment And Please Share It To Your Friends.
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