Take Me To The NeverLand

Mommy Please.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*

How could people do this to the one they love? Is it that easy to hurt someone now? Does it even matter? Why does ever time I say I have to go back, something so clear tells me not to!

I went through the streets, feeling so lonely and away, feeling so cold and tired. It's time for some happiness, Everyone is asleep, or is just me that I can't hear anyone, it's like I am in my own world. It's hard to breath with all those pain. I sat in my spot, took out the powder and my needle, add some water on the bottom of the can and sinked in the needle to absorb the substance, I then wrapped the rope around my arm, tapped for a vein to show,

Come on, come on, come on, I tap again. Come on, I tap harder, come on, I started crying, come on now, I tap harder, until my arm are red, fine, I erased my tears away and stabbed the needle, I could hear myself screaming with pain, but I can't feel anything, I am screaming, as a blackout.

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There are some kind of sunlight I can feel on my face. Was that a dream? Oh god no it's not, my head is hurting so much...where am I? Is that a bed? Why is my hair wet?

I opened my eyes quickly, it's all white, that my eyes hurt.
"Hi, Perrie, I am nurse Diana."
"Nurse?"
"Don't worry, you are in the treatment drug addictions hospital."
"What?" I moved up.
"No no, you need to calm down"
"No no, you need to get me out of here."
"Miss John, you cannot go anywhere."
"Oh watch me."

*MASON'S P.O.V*
"Hi I am doctor Mason, I will be dealing with your daughter's problem, Miss Perrie John."
I introduced myself to the family.
"I am her mother and this is her father, is it too bad?" She asked sobbing.
"Not as bad as we thought, thank god she, someone was around to take of the rope and and swap some blood from her body."
"What kind of drugs did she take?"
"Well, apparently, there were a lot of heroine. Have Miss John, got any depressed or maybe bad moments in her life?"
"Well, her fiancée died recently, yes."
"Oh, well Ma'am, The consumption of heroin is marked by a euphoric rush, a warm feeling of relaxation, a sense of security protection, and a dissipation of pain, fear, hunger, tension and anxiety.
When heroin is injured or smoked, the rush is intense and orgasmic. Subjectively, time may slow down. Any sense of anger, frustration or aggression disappears. Users enjoy the feeling of "being wrapped in warmest blanket"
Heroin is the most fast-acting of all the opiates. When injected, it reaches the brain in 15-30 seconds; smoked heroin reaches the brain in around 7 seconds. The peak experience via this route lasts at most a few minutes,The surge of pleasure seems to start in the abdomen; a delicious warmth then spreads throughout the body. After the intense euphoria, a period of tranquillity follows lasting up to an hour. After taking heroin, some people feel cocooned and emotionally self-contained. Others feel stimulated and sociable. Either way, there is a profound sense of control and well being. The euphoria gradually subsides into a dreamy relaxed of contentment. Higher doses of heroin normally make a person feel at higher doses still, the user will nod off into a semi-conscious state. The effects usually wear off in 3-5 hours, depending on the dose."

She is sobbing much more now, I wait for her to relax.
"Miss John, please, I can ensure everything is going to be okay."
"Heroin isn't spooky, it's chill. It's not addictive like everyone else thinks. It doesn't make you do stupid stuff or stay up all day and hallucinate like amphetamines. It doesn't empty your serotonin like MDMA or give you a hang over like alcohol, everything as its own addictive, like Meth, you feel as you take like you own the world, and people with less confidence, love this kind of drug, more meaningfully, like you are the king...um for example MDMA, which makes you feel like you love everyone, and often it's taken in bad marriage to keep up to the family."

"Are there going to be any treatment?" The dad asked,
"Yes, but it's not simple. Because addiction is a chronic disease, people can't simply stop using drugs for a few days and be cured, even if they haven't been too much into it, like your daughter. Most patients need long-term or repeated care to stop using completely and recover their lives."
"What do we have to do?" The mother asked sobbing, "We want her to complete her life and go to her college as fast as she can inhale. Is there a fast treatment?" She completed.
"Um.. No single treatment is right for everyone, Ma'am." She is crying again,
"But, you can help by organizing for her therapies or making family nights if she is a home kind of person, basically on the mental factor."

I heard screaming everywhere.
"What is that screaming?" The father said as we all went to explore.

*PERRIE'S P.O.V*
"Leave me alone! Let go of me! I don't want get treatment! I am not sick! I just want to be like this! I want to be like this always! let me go!" I am screaming trying to get out of the room.
"What's going on?" A doctor entered and I tried to go outside.
"Woah, Perrie, you need to calm down" He said holding me.
"No! Let go of me! I don't want to be her! I am not sick! I want to be like this."
"Perrie, you were going to die, you stabbed yourself!" He said, as I can see my mom outside crying on my dad's shoulder,
"Mommy, mommy! Let them leave me alone! Mommy! I-I am fine, I am okay, Mommy, I don't need to be treated, I am okay, Mommy, mommy please let them let me go-"
"Hold her back to the bed."
"No no! Mommy! Mommy I promise, I will just go see my friends, just one more time, you can trust me! Mommy, I am no sick-"
I saw a needle in his hand, as they are pushing me down the bed, my head is moving everywhere, trying to let go, I am moving everywhere with my body and the power in me.
"No no! Mommy don't let them do this to me! Mommy please please, I will stop, just tell them to let go, Mommy please please-"

My whole body is powerless now, I can feel the needle out of my body as he let my arm relax on my chest.

"Mommy...mommy..."

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