Sacrifice (Hyunlix)

chapter 23

Nobody's pov

Hyunjin had no idea where he is walking right now. He was just walking with a blank face ever since evening and it's almost midnight. His legs were giving out and his stomach was growling with hunger. He was tired. But hyunjin isn't even thinking about these.

Hyunjin's gaze was on the road and his messy blonde hair covering his eyes. If anyone looks at him right now they'd definitely think that he is sleep walking or something.

But in this state, he could care less about them. The argument he had with Felix was re-playing in his mind on a continuous mode. His mind was in turmoil, the mixed emotions he is feeling towards felix right now are so fucked up.

The sane part of him is saying to move on and that this was bound to happen. But the Insane part of him is begging to go back in Felix's arms and confess to him, To Tell him truth.

Hyunjn?? Confessing?? What a fucking joke. He was always on the receiving side, and hyunjin is an expert in rejecting.

God knows how many people were after hyunjin's ass (not the literal ass💀 y'all) and they all gave up at last as there was no response from the blondie. Hyunjin himself thought he was asexual. He never saw anyone in a sexual way, but felix got him to jerk off by appearing in heavenly fantasy.

Changbin's feelings were sincere and anyone could tell how much of a hyunjin simp he is. Even hyunjin had a hard time to be straight forward with that persistent man. He was so full of hope, always encouraging hyunjin whenever he released his art. He was a good man, back then there was a time where hyunjin wished he had feelings for him. But he didn't feel any spark. The thought of doing anything sexual with changbin felt so wrong to him.

He felt bad each time he rejected someone who, actually liked him for him. He always thought this was better than giving them hope. This was better than leading them on.

But then, felix appeared and everything else got fucked up. Felix broke all the walls he built up till now and barged into hyunjin's life.

Hyunjin would've walked aimlessly the whole night if he didn't feel the water droplets hitting his head. He had no idea if he should thank or curse the rain.

He booked a cab online and thank god they are still available at this time. Even the driver looked at him with pity, He got completely drenched under this heavy rain. But hyunjin seemed so unapproachable that the driver didn't try to make any conversation.

When he got back to his room, he expected felix to be asleep, but to his surprise the dark haired was still awake. He was on a phone call. Probably with chan. Hyunjin didn't know how to face felix.

Should he feel guilty for hurting the younger's feelings by those harsh words? Or should he be angry at felix because he approached him with an alternative motive?? For Whatever the reasons might be.

Would things have been different if we met on different circumstances? It would have been easier if you weren't related to Minho. It would have been easier if we were just strangers and got close by ourselves without any one's involvement.

Hyunjin walked straight to his bed and plopped himself on it. His back was facing Felix's bed. It's so funny how he thought felix might be waiting for him on hyunjin's bed. But now he completely ignored olders presence.

Little did hyunjin know that, felix was waiting for him all along. Felix was disappointed and hurt but that doesn't mean he can magically stop worrying about hyunjin. He thought that the older wouldn't be back tonight. He was scared that Hyunjin doesn't even trust felix to be in a same room. Forget about same bed.