A.N: Ayooooooooooooo!
Here I am with yet ANOTHER extra chapter about my babies! ^^
It's gonna be a few more extras before I'm ready to fully let them go TT
Anyway, hope you like this one!
I have to go get to my shift lolololol
Extra 2
His heart was beating loud in his ears as he kept staring at the blurry image of himself in the mirror.
He hated it.
Will's fingertips were digging into his flesh on his abdomen and he couldn't stop the pressure they were applying.
His breakfast was waiting for him on the counter; the avocado toast the nutritionist told him to have on Thursdays. He hadn't eaten yet but he felt like throwing up.
He was fat.
Over the past four months of taking pills to give him an appetite and shoving three full meals and all the in-between into his mouth, today he realized he'd become fat.
When he put on his suitpants and the button-up today, the fabric clung to him instead of having space left.
He hated it. He hated it so much that it welled up his eyes in an instant as he ran to the mirror in the living room to look at himself.
...
How had he not noticed?
How had he let this happen?
He was fucking fat now, again, and everyone would start treating him differently once more.
Wiping his tears with anger, he walked back to his bedroom with heavy feet, trying on the looser things he had. Some were still oversized on him but not as much as before. He tried every damn thing in his closet but they all confirmed one thing: He was fucking fat now.
By the time he was about to be done with his wardrobe, he was sobbing hysterically. How the fuck was he supposed to lose all of this weight now? He didn't want to leave the house looking like this. He didn't want anyone to see him with his clothes stuck to his body. He didn't want Theo and Joe to see him naked when he was so overweight.
He hated himself.
He hated himself.
He fucking hated himself and his body.
Even his face was fat now.
He couldn't look at himself anymore. He despised the image.
He hated it.
He hated it.
He-...
When he came back to himself, the mirror was shattered along with the statue that was on the coffee table.
Will had no recollection of picking the statue up or throwing it at the mirror but it was for the best. He didn't want to see how hideous he looked anymore.
Blinking started to hurt and he felt hot liquid sliding down his face as well.
Dragging himself to the bathroom, he saw a piece that probably had flown due to the shatter had cut his cheek. There was nothing in his eye but it still hurt a lot anyway.
He didn't care.
Washing the blood away, he tore everything off himself as he texted Joe that he was sick and wasn't going to work before he lay there lifelessly. His breakfast was still waiting there on the counter and the thought pissed him off for some reason. Stumping his way to the kitchen, he smashed the plate into the sink, breaking it too as the toast came apart. Next step was dumping the pills down the toilet and flushing it all away. He wasn't going to eat. Not until all of this pathetic fat was off him.
***
Theo sighed tapping on his phone for the hundredth time. There were no messages from William.
"Did he say why he was sick?" He asked Joe.
"Babe I already showed you his message. He just said he's sick and can't come to work for a few days." Joe frowned, joining him in the sigh fest, as he leaned back into the chair. "Did we do something wrong?"
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"He was completely fine until last night when I dropped him off. There's no way he could've gotten so sick over the night that he can't come to work for 'a few' days."
"You think he's lying? But why?" Theo looked at his phone, rummaging his brain to see if they indeed had done something wrong. "Maybe he didn't like our date?"
"He's not childish enough to sulk over something like that. And his eyes were practically sparkling the whole time so that can't be it."
"Maybe he just wants a few days to himself then? I've noticed he needs his solitude sometimes."
"Yeah but it's William. He would never interrupt his work because of that."
Theo hummed. "Yeah but he also never worked with his boyfriends before so he has no choice but to do it if he wants space."
They sighed in unison.
"Let's just check up on him in text and give him a few days."
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Roman d'amour"Don't come in without permission. Don't make loud noises. Don't make sudden moves. Your phone must be on mute all the time. The office phone is at the lowest volume, leave it like that. Just whatever you do, do not make him upset" William's new bos...
