We'll Be Alright

Chapter 45

~ Four months later

Fynn

We're sitting in a cabin, eating breakfast.

The huge windows that take up the whole wall, show a beautiful winter wonderland.

Eliana and I went on a ski vacation over the winter holidays.

We really needed this.

Time together.

Only us two.

Us and God.

God brought the idea into my head as I was once enjoying my quiet time with Him on the balcony.

It was lightly raining that day.

I sat there in utter silence, listening to the rain in His presence.

And then suddenly the idea to go on a ski vacation over the holidays flew into my head.

Ever since Eliana had the miscarriage five months ago, we've been trying to get pregnant again.

Not one single positive pregnancy test.

There was this one time where her period was late and she wanted to take a pregnancy test with me by her side.

I waited outside the bathroom and we looked at it together.

I had so much hope.

But no.

It was tough for her.

And seeing her cry after every single pregnancy test gave me so much pain.

It was maddening.

We prayed and prayed and prayed.

And it got better.

And it's even like our chemistry to each other grew throughout these few months.

I surprised her with this trip.

We arrived two days ago.

Yesterday was Christmas and we went to a church service.

It was so beautiful.

Then we went to brunch and skiing after.

On our first day here we went ice skating on some lake.

And there were quite a lot of people too.

There was a little cabin with a restaurant next to it, where we had lunch.

She was so cute yesterday because she has no clue about skiing whatsoever.

It was her first time.

I smile at the thought of it.

She's sipping on her coffee, looking outside at the snow.

I attempt to take her empty plate, "you finished?"

"Yep", she smiles.

After cleaning everything up, we got ready to go skiing.

She's braiding her blonde hair into two pigtails.

She looks adorable while she's pacing around the room.

I'm sitting on the couch, watching her.

She's wearing black loose ski pants with a tight white long sleeve.

A black scarf is around her neck.

It's to cover her mouth and nose.

She's wearing contact lenses.