Let me help you[JENSOO]

8

It was strange when Lisa suddenly disappeared. She just stopped showing up at work and answering Jisoo's calls. She wasn't at home either, and Jisoo checked that out. It was only from her boss that the brunette learned that her friend allegedly contacted him and took an urgent vacation at her own expense for an indefinite time to go to visit her sick grandmother. However, Lisa didn't have a grandmother, Jisoo knew that for sure. Even Bam couldn't really explain anything to her, since he didn't know much himself, he only said that his sister called him in the middle of the night and asked him to look after the apartment while she was away.

Of course, Lisa has never been particularly disciplined, somehow, back in her student years, she stole an embalmed corpse from the study room and took it directly to the house of a professor who offered his students to take his exam simply by sleeping with him, leaving at the door with the signature: "She's definitely willing to do anything for a good grade." This story has become a true legend, and Jisoo has often heard it from newcomers even now. Lisa couldn't be identified then, but for many she became a hero.

Lisa could still afford some kind of trick, but nevertheless she never questioned her professionalism. So quitting her job like that was something out of the ordinary for her, especially without telling Jisoo anything. After all, they told each other absolutely everything. God, Lisa texted her after every date, commenting on all the joints of the next guy. She even called her from the store once to consult her about the best density of toilet paper. How could she disappear like that?

Jisoo was nervous for more than a week. Jennie supported and comforted her as best she could, assuring her that everything was probably fine. Jisoo was able to calm down only when several messages came from a friend, in which she asked not to worry and said that she had decided to go on a little spree with a new friend. The fact that Lisa made herself felt calmed Jisoo down a little, and Jennie constantly calmed her down, saying that she was panicking over a trifle, but the tension didn't go away.

Constant internal panic generally became Jisoo's main companion. She couldn't get the overheard conversation out of her head, which didn't bode well, but she was afraid to bring it up. Why? Perhaps she was embarrassed to admit to Jennie that she had been eavesdropping. But most likely, everything is much more banal. Jisoo was afraid to find out the truth. The vast majority of us are afraid to know the truth, because it is much easier to believe in beautiful illusions. Jisoo felt the way women feel when their husband is cheating on them. They seem to realize everything, there is evidence and everything is obvious, but they refuse to admit the fact, hiding the hope that they are mistaken, that he really started working more and fishing more often with friends. But when they can't ignore it anymore, the real pain of betrayal comes. Jisoo was afraid of this, but at the same time she was afraid of what she didn't know. She was torn to pieces every time she looked into her girlfriend's caring eyes.

***

-Jisoo, is everything okay? You've been kind of quiet lately.- Jennie had been watching the thoughtful girl who was staring aimlessly out the window for some time.- Has something happened?

-No, of course not, everything is fine with me.- Coming out of her thoughts, Jisoo immediately chattered more cheerfully than necessary. She tried to smile casually, but as soon as she looked at her girlfriend, all her fake fun disappeared. She was tired of trying to hide from her own thoughts.- Are you planning something terrible?- The girl asked bluntly, making Jennie start to get nervous.

-What is "terrible" for you?- The brown-haired girl clarified after a little hesitation.

-Murders, violence.- Jisoo began to enumerate, realizing that she herself did not know how to formulate her thoughts further.- I don't know... everything that is contrary to morality.