Let me help you[JENSOO]

23(pt3)

-You're the fucking problem.- Ella growled in a barely audible voice, rummaging through her pockets with sharp movements. In one of them, an almost full pack of cigarettes was found, and a moment later the woman took a deep drag, which could not bring the desired relaxation. Deep down, she knew that snapping at her sister was a bad idea, but Ella had been burdened with too many worries lately, which caused a fit of anger to the whole world. And it was so easy to focus that anger on one particular person.

-What?- Jennie was dumbfounded, to say the least, by her sister's tone and words. - Since when do you smoke?

-Oh, wow, that's amazing powers of observation.- Ella grinned.- Just go away and stay out of my sight for a while, okay?

-What's wrong with you? I just came over to see how Rose was doing.- Jennie was getting angry, picking up on Ella's mood.- I mean, I can understand you being nervous because Rose's your girlfriend or something, but she's my friend, so...- She said.

-My girlfriend?- Ella interjected, taking another puff and looking more closely at her sister's face, as if trying to see if she was serious.

-I don't know how serious your relationship is.- Jennie sneers back. She sees her sister blow cigarette smoke out of her nose, spit the half-smoked cigarette aside, and then the stars flash before her eyes, making her remember how good a punch her sister has.

-You're just a little shit.- Ella hissed, clenching her fists tightly to keep from punching Jennie again. The brown-haired girl's nose was already bleeding, staining her lips and chin and dripping onto the snow.

The younger Kim looks shocked, not so much because of the force of the blow, but because of the fact of it. She and Ella might have jokingly kicked each other, but this... Her sister had never hit her. And she'd never looked at her with such anger.

Ella regrets doing it, but she's just sick of the whole thing.

-Can you imagine you and I suddenly starting to fuck?- She asks stiffly, causing Jennie to grimace in disgust at the mere thought of it.

-You're my sister, that's out of the question. And what does that have to do with anything?- The brown-haired girl is just as agitated as Ella; she doesn't even try to stop the blood, continuing to stand proudly, enduring her sister's angry stare.

-Rose and I have a sisterly relationship.- Ella exploded, pushing Jennie in the chest again so that she had to take a few big steps backward to regain her balance.- You know, I thought you just had a nasty sense of humor, but you don't. You've really got this nonsense in your tiny brain. And I just don't understand where it came from... but no, it's simple. You don't know anything about me or Rose or our relationship, let alone our parents. You don't care about anyone else, you're just focused on yourself and your fantasy world.

-I...

-Yeah, keep telling yourself that.- Ella laughed coldly. She couldn't stop the flow of words, it had been building up inside for too long, and now it was coming out under the influence of her emotions.- What is your concern? That you've forgotten your family and friends exist?

-I haven't stopped talking to you and Rose.- Jennie looked at her sister with a sidelong glance, feeling a painful lump growing inside with every word Ella said.

-You weren't a sister or a friend. When was the last time you asked me how I was doing? When you asked what was new with Rose, what was going on in her life? All our communication was thirty-second phone calls, during which you did nothing but ask about Heechul.- Ella took a breath and continued with equal fervor.- Are you surprised that I smoke? Well, you'd be more surprised, but I smoked for almost a year and a half, and then I quit, but now I've started again. What about my relationships? Have you ever inquired about my personal life? I was engaged last year until that asshole cheated on me. Surprise, isn't it? You know what else? Ten months ago at my annual physical, I was diagnosed with cancer...