Today was the day i had impulsively decided to be part of a 20v1 sidemen video, i woke up nice and early just so i can mentally prepare myself for it.
i started of with a run.. im just kidding who do you think i am, i started off with a glass of wine i couldn't possibly eat this morning i was too nervous.
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i had to be at the studio for 11 so i started my routine, i did my hair curled today as id rather look hot and dumb then ugly and silly. i kept my makeup minimal as i didn't want to overdo it today i popped on my outfit that was black low waisted jeans and a body suit paired with more gold jewellery (photo under)
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by the time i was all dolled up i checked my phone to see the time was 𝟏𝟎:𝟑𝟒𝐚𝐦 time for me to start leaving, lucky for me the studio we were filming at was not far from me so i could just ride my bike.
i got to the studio with about 10 minutes to spare, walking up the stairs into the building i spot somone stood outside he stood there leaning against the wall typing on his phone.. it was harry. "hi there harry" i say causing him to turn around and smile at me "hello brooklyn everyone is waiting for you, was starting to think you wasn't gonna turn up" he said laughing. "i almost didn't" i laughed awkwardly if only he knew how bad i wanted to run home right now.
he gestured for me to enter the building holding the door open for me i nodded my head thanking him before being greeted by the other boys. "brooklyn hey!!" simon was the first to spot me giving me a reassuring smile. "hey si" i give him a side hug before being dragged away by the team to start getting miced up for the video as i say my byes to the boys before filming jj could clearly sense my nervousness as he blurts out "hey b you know if you don't feel comfortable you don't have to do this i know you are nervous especially after you know who" everyone starts giving me puzzled looks jj must have forgotten that him and simon were the only boys who knew what happened with my ex because he slams his mouth shut with his hand making me giggle and reassure him im okay "don't worry i want to do this!!" that's was the last thing i said before i entered the set.
the first guy entered "hi im finlay im 24 and your gorgeous" he said i nodded as he walked out i did this for about 10 guys some i said yes a few i said no. then a tall handsome guy walked into the set i immediately fell in love i guess the boys could tell because the next thing i knew a small voice came from my ear piece, it was harry's "for this one you have to be unattractive as possible" im not too sure what he meant by that so i just ignored it as the guy spoke "hi im zach im 25 and i would love your number" his voice was very deep but before i could answer harry voice chimed into my ear once again "i told you to be unattractive what are you doing?" he said this with aggression i wanted this guy so i just rolled my eyes and said yes. after a few more guys i was sent into the boys room to go over what's next but as soon as i entered a very grumpy harry had daggers in his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes.
"what was that brooklyn?" he said throwing his hands in the air. "what you said made no sense harry how does one act unattractive?" everyone nodded in agreement before looking at harry "um i don't know mabye just stick your tongue out or pick your nose duh" he said almost like he expected it to be obvious. "what the-" i was cut off by a knock on the door and a very tall guy peeking through the door the same very tall guy who had asked for my number earlier "hi sorry i just wanted to say i do actually want your number your really beautiful" he says smiling right at me i smile back going to get out my phone before a loud voice came from behind me "no sorry mate can't do that it's video rules" harry fucking lewis. the tall guys smile slowly disappears as he apologises "sorry had no idea mate" before leaving the room.
i turned around to a very smug looking harry before yelling right at him " harry what's your fucking problem every time a guy asks for my number your always shutting it down, your not my fucking dad?" i was angry "look brooklyn im just tryna make the video go smoothly" he says walking away before sitting down like nothing happened.
"guys let's just not fight for once yeah, especially not over boys ok?" simon comes over to take me out of the room to finish the video off.
"ok guys brooklyn has said yes to all of you so if you want to leave please do so now!!" the producer says, but to my suprise no one leaves.
"ok since no one has left we will chose one of the boys to come out and remove some of you" as the producers say this i step to the side looking at all the boys making sure who ever comes out doesn't remove my favourites.
"hello gents" oh fuck. harry.
"i'm here to remove some of you, brooklyn you may go into the room and watch" he says with a smile. that fucking smug smile. i storm into the room and immediately ask "who sent him?" i say to everyone they all just shrug until vik says "he insisted"
god this man has some serious issues.
i finished the video and was about to leave until i was tapped on the shoulder "hey look im sorry it's just those guys seemed like dicks" from his voice i could tell it was harry, typical. "harry the only dick there was you." i said back "look simon told us all we had to protect from any guys and i was just trying to do my bit" he replied he sounded genuinely sorry i almost felt bad for him. "well thanks but i think im okay" i gave him a small smile before leaving and getting on my bike back to simon and talia's.
