jealousy || harry lewis

11

"bro what the fuck just happened?"

i was sitting in the back of a cab with a black eye, i had no idea what to do so i just sat there. i didn't say anything out of pure shock the last time i had a black eye was when i was still with my ex.

"i'm going to call simon" ethan says facetiming simon.
"no no please don't" i yell quickly
"too late" he says i huff knowing exactly what was about to happen.

𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨?

𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧
𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐞𝐫𝐦 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧

𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐄𝐓𝐇 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐊𝐀𝐘??

𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧
𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐤 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐮 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟

*𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞*

𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧

as soon as i saw simon's face i just broke down into tears i handed the phone back to ethan.
i felt hands round me pulling me into a hug i just sobbed, all the memories came flooding through.

although i had never told anyone about my ex other than simon and talia and jj, i knew there would always be a day that everyone would find out i just didn't expect it to be so soon.

"hey why are you crying your okay your safe now" harry says looking very concerned as to why i was crying so much.

𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰.

when simon says that over the phone everyone turns to look at me confused,

𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧?

𝐦𝐞
𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭

𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢?

i nodded looking at the camera, i wiped my eyes bringing my breathing back to normal not trying to think about it i looked out the window knowing exactly what simon was telling them.

"fuck brooklyn i didn't know you went through that" they all say.

i turn to face them i didn't know what to say they all looked like they had seen a ghost "it's okay" i manage to say.
"no it's not okay brooklyn im so fucking sorry you didn't deserve that" ethan says i knew he was right but i couldn't help but feel so guilty dumping this on them.
harry immediately wrapped his arms around me pulling me into a tight hug rubbing circles round my back, it felt calming.
"you should have never been through that brooklyn, i'll fucking kill him" harry says whispering in my ear.

before i knew it all the boys came over to hug me i felt safe.

"thank you guys" i say smiling at them all.

"we love you" josh says placing a hand on my shoulder i tilted my head smiling at him.
"we would never let anyone hurt you ever again okay?" arthur says pulling me in for yet again another warm hug.
"i love you guys so much" i say ive never felt so loved before.

we parked up at the house everyone got out while josh payed the taxi driver, i was so exited to take my makeup off and sleep as this was the most emotional day.
we got in the villa and i immediately kicked my heels off my feet were in agony.

"ok well time to get some sleep then" josh says locking up the front door and we all nod walking up the stairs we all had separate bedrooms mine was the first one then ethan then arthur then harry was opposite mine then josh next to his.

i went into my room saying goodnight to everyone and jumped into bed.

𝟒:𝟐𝟕𝐚𝐦
i woke up feeling like i was falling.. it was just one of those horrible dreams i layed back down closing my eyes but i just couldn't go back to sleep i didn't feel tired anymore.

i had been tossing and turning for about 10 minutes before i got up and started walking down stairs i went to sit by the pool and i could dip my feet in.

i sat down on the cold concrete feeling the warm air brush against my bare skin.
i lent my head bac𝐤 taking in all the warmth it was nice relaxing.
"what are you doing out here?" someone says
i turned around out of fright, it was only harry.
"i could ask you the same" i giggled
"i asked first" he said back
"i couldn't sleep" i say looking at the water
"me too" he sits down next to me putting his feet into the water. 
he sat in comfortable silence before i spoke up
"thank you for saving me earlier" i say breaking the silence, he looks at me "your welcome, im glad i saved you too"
we both look at each other his deep blue eyes staring into mine he looked at my lips before looking back up at my eyes again it felt as if the world has stopped i studied his face the way he had slight stubble on his chin and the way his eye bags were perfectly circle under his eyes, i looked back into his eyes his pupils increased as my eyes met his i could feel is hot breath on my lips i looked at his lips we leaned in ever so slightly.
was i about to kiss harry lewis?
no, i couldn't he's simon's friend simon would murder me.

i took in a deep breath before breaking the eye contact "goodnight harry" i say before walking back into the villa and into my room.
i almost kissed harry lewis. what was i doing?
did i like him? no surely not im just confused.

i got into my bed and pulled the covers over me.
i could hear his footsteps upstairs and his door closing as he closed it.
"fuck" i breathe out.

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𝐮𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐰𝐰