jealousy || harry lewis

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i didn't know what to do now i had gotten home, mine and harry's argument running through my head replaying everything that was said.

i sat on the end of my bed with the light off, i couldn't stand the thought of texting him right now i fear i may break down. i haven't argued with anyone since my ex and that led to us getting into a physical argument..

a hear a knock at my door beige quickly standing up and breathing i open the door to be met with talia "hey you ok simon said you ran off?" she walks into my room looking around at the mess on the floor "are you okay babe?" she asks placing a hand on my shoulder, i nod my head immediately "yeah yeah i'm ok"
she looks at me slightly worried
"talia i'm okay" i say fighting a smile out she looks at me nodding "ok well if your not you know where to find me?" i nod as she walks out closing my door.

i started cleaning my room figuring it would distract me for a while.

i made sure my bed was made my surfaces were cleaned and my clothes were put away, i put on some gracie's songs to keep my mind distracted.

as soon as i finished i heard to door close, sinon had gotten home.
i heard him walk up the stairs then knock on my door, "b are you okay?" he said opening the door i nodded my head "i'm fine" he smiled "good, well mum and dad are coming down for the wedding by the way" he said "oh good i miss them so much" i replied "me too b" simon closed my door.

i checked the time 10:34pm i had tried so hard not to text harry but i just couldnt resist.

𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲

𝐦𝐞
𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐮 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲

𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲
𝐲𝐞𝐬

𝐦𝐞
𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐰𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤

𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲
𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤?

𝐦𝐞
𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞

𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲
𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐦 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫

i breathed knowing we can solve this, i hope.

i waited 10 minutes until harry finally arrived, he knocked on the door and i answered "hi harry" i said welcoming him inside "hello" he said sitting on the sofa i sat down before taking a breath "harry look i'm sorry about earlier" he looked up at me twiddling his thumbs before nodding "me too" he said.

i know i had to comunicate my emotions but i didn't know how, "look harry i really like you and of course i want to show you off but when it's just us and no one else it feels like we can take on the world together with no opinions from anyone else and i want to continue with that feeling for a little while longer" it felt like i had just placed all of my feeling onto a silver platter for him i didn't know what he was going to say.

"i get what you mean i really like you too brooklyn and i don't want you to feel as if your feelings aren't valid because all i want is for us to work and i will do anything for us, so whatever you want we can keep it secret for now okay?" he says tucking my hair behind my ear i feel a sense of relief knowing he understands and respects my feelings.

it wasn't long until our lips connected again i had missed this feeling so much.
"ok let's not forget my brother also lives here so we should probably not kiss in his living room" i laugh pulling away he nods "yeah right"

"movie night?" i suggest he nods "how could i say no?" i take his hand and we go to my room putting on netflix.

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