jealousy || harry lewis

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𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯:

"what the fuck" i hear simon say me and brooklyn pulled away from each other in shock, simon stood there staring at both of us the rage was clearly displayed on his face, "simon im sorry" i say not knowing what to do he looked away from me "brooklyn what the fuck are you doing?" he said walking over to her, she turned around and ran out.

i rubbed my hands over my face knowing ive fucked up "si i'm so fucking sorry" i say to him
"get the fuck out harry" i looked at him before attempting to speak "sim-"
"no harry i told you to stay away from her, in that fucking lie detector test you knew what you was doing? leave my fucking sister out of it" he shoved his finger to my chest before pushing me out of the door.

"FUCK" i yelled pushing the bin over i pulled my phone out ordering myself an uber.

i didn't know what to do i was helplessly inlove with somone i was sworn not to be with, ever since that stupid lie detector happened simon's been on my fucking back about her it only makes me want her more.

my uber comes and i tell them my address, i sat in the car regretting everything.

𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭

"harry do you find anyone attractive right now?" the man says to me "yes" i reply thinking that was the end of it until vik buts in "is it anyone in this room" i felt my heart drop, vik and ethan both knew about my feelings towards brooklyn but i made them swear they would never tell.
i felt everyone's eyes on me i hesitated answering but knew they was no way out

"uh n-no uh y-yes." i said not making eye contact with anyone the room went silent until the man spoke "correct".

there was a moment of mixed reactions until josh ended the video, i let out a breath i didn't even know i was holding in.

we went to remove mics when all the boys came over to me knowing exactly what they wanted to say.

"yo harry what's this about?" jj said giggling
"brooklyn" ethan said before covering his mouth in regret my eyes widened realising they all heard that, all exept her.

"what the fuck did he just say?" simon said pushing past jj "no i-"
"you have a thing for my fucking sister harry?" he said as his face grew redder "si it's okay bro calm down" jj said pulling him back
"don't you fucking try it with her harry" simon says i nodded my head before he walked away grabbing her and taking her home.
"fuck" i say rubbing my hands through my hair.
"look it's okay bog you can't help who you love innit?" tobi says to me
"yeah i guess well im gonna head home now anyway" i say walking out and driving home.

𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫

𝐦𝐞
𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐨

𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐨

𝐦𝐞
𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄?

𝐦𝐞
𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡

𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧
𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐬

𝐦𝐞
𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞
𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧

𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐲

i got home and slammed the door walking into my room "fuck this" i yelled throwing my chair at my wardrobe "fuck simon" i yelled again punching my wall out of pure anger.

lux came running in pulling me away and giving me a hug "bro what's happened" he said looking around my room and back at my broken face i said nothing instead i just silently cried.

"it's okay bog" he said
"come sit down tell me what happened" he sat me down on the bed and and i told him what had happened tonight.

"oh bog he'll come around soon" lux said trying to comfort me "thanks lux im okay now" i say he nodded and took the hint walking out of my room leaving me alone with my thoughts.

i wanted to text her so bad but i know i couldn't. i decided to just go to sleep and deal with it tomorrow.

𝟗:𝟐𝟖𝐚𝐦
"bog wake up man" cal said standing over my bed tryna wake me up "fuck off cal" i said rolling over
"simon's here bro" as soon as i heard simon's name i jumped out of bed "what" i said confused
"simon's here he wants to talk to you" my eyes opened i immediately walked into the living room to see simon on my sofa waiting for me.

"simon? look if your here to beat me up im sorry i a really am-"

"harry shut up sit down and listen to me for a minute" he said i proceeded to sit down as he twiddled his thumbs.

"look harry im sorry about what happened im just protective over her after what happened and i dont want it to happen again" he said taking a deep breath i jumped in "i would never-" before he cut me off again.
"harry just let me finish" he said i nodded shutting my mouth.

"look im not saying you can't date her or that you can't like her just if your really inlove with my sister you gotta promise me you wont fuck this up man, she's a fucking good person and you better not ruin that harry lewis" every word he was saying i could tell was hurting him to say

"simon i promise you i would never hurt her, i really like her man she's all ive ever wanted" i say thinking about the first time i ever laid eyes on her.

"harry don't fuck this up" was the last thing he said before leaving.

a sigh of relief, the first thing i did was text her.

                               𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧❤️‍🩹

𝐦𝐞
𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤?

𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧
𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡

𝐦𝐞
𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝟏𝟎?

𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧
𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞