jealousy || harry lewis

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i had spent the night at harrys yet again...i enjoy waking up to him every morning, well today is the sidemens party and i had to go home and get ready with the girls meaning i had to leave harry alone until later.. "hey wake up!!!" i say ruffling his hair he opens his eyes grunting before yawning "good morning" he says in his morning voice instantly giving me butterflies "morning" i say placing a kiss in his head he looked down at me seeing i was already dressed "are you leaving?" he says i nod before standing up again "yeah i'm getting ready with the girls for tonight" i say.

he gets out of bed and pulls me into a warm hug
"ill see you tonight love" he says placing a kiss on the top of my head i smile saying goodbye into his chest before i leave his room.

i leave his apartment and get in the car blasting 'matilda' by harry styles it was my comfort song, wheater i felt happy or sad or even just content i would play this song and it would remind me of my teenage years in private school where i felt so helplessly lonely, everyone to posh and smart where i was dumb and weird. i remember blasting this song every day to make me feel like i wasn't alone, i feel like it truly helped me survive.

by the time i had finished my playlist i had gotten to our house, the girls were all inside since they slept over last night i hadn't exactly told them where i was last night so i was going to brace myself for the amount of worried faces.

i walked into the house and everyone was on the sofa watching what i made out to be gilmore girls my favourite, i tried to quietly take my shoes off and go upstairs without them hearing but "where the fuck have you been?" talia says marching up to me i smile at her squinting "uhhhh" i mumble not exactly knowing what to say "i was worried sick brooklyn, we all were" she said making me feel insanely bad i quickly mumbled "atharryshouse" so fast i almost chocked saying it
her eyes widened a slight smile creeping out
"miss girl you was at harry's house what?" freya says walking over with faith.. i forgot they had no idea.

"so you and harry huh?" faith says nudging me smirking i rollled my eyes and laughed a little "yes i was at harry's house last night" i said
i wasn't used to have a friend group of girls to gossip to so it was nice being able to tell somone other than my stuffed animals in my bed.

"ok sit down now and tell us EVERYTHING i mean it leave nothing out" they both said i nodded proceeding to sit down and spill everything to them watching their facial expressions go from mad to sad to happy to confused? and back to happy it was amusing to say the least. 

after i while of talking gossiping and laughing we decided to get ready for the party.

"ok what are we wearing?" faith says looking through my wardrobe i shrugged while putting on my lipstick "mabye black?" i said knowing harry was wearing black.

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