Sometimes I wonder if there is really one person whose meant just for me
The One that is who will melt away this cold heart of mine
The person who will make see that there is still beauty in this cruel life
The person that could make feel real alive again
That feeling that you are really living the life
Not just barely surviving it in your entire lifetime
Sometimes i also reflect if the thing called fate is true
If the theory of invisible string is possible
Because if either of them does not exist
I am slowly sinking into the depths of my thoughts and loneliness
And at the moment i am still thinking if
I will end up dying alone in vain with no one to save me
Even if i know deep inside myself that i am fine with being in a solitude
Because being alone gives me a state of peace of mind and calmness
Socializing and small talk often drain my social and mental energy
Despite of it i still crave and longing for someone
Someone who will see the sorrow hiding in my eyes and soul
Someone who can tell that my smile is just fake not real
Someone who feels like home
Someone whose whenever you are with that person you feel relaxed and calm
Not just butterflies and sparks
But someone whose all you can feel while being with them is full of tranquility and happiness
Someone whose words will make your heart go warm deep inside
Someone who can instantly calm the inner storms in your mind
Just by its touch and hug
Do that kind of person really exist ?
The same thoughts kept circling in my mind
But what if it is just false theories
What if in the end my prophecy is cursed from the begining .
And if my main purpose is to become a source of light and beacon of hope
To other people whose experiencing same situation like mine
Will i just give up ?
I wanted to give up but there is still a little spark of hope living in my heart
Wishing that someday soon i may meet him , my twin flame
The one i've been waiting my whole life
And the kind of love that just feels right and never ending
And i will also be the one wanting to give him light and happiness
I'm still hanging on the edge but i am still believing that one day
We will meet and crossed paths
And our worlds will be intersected.
BINABASA MO ANG
Verses of Her Life
PoetryThis work of mine is my creative way of expressing , telling and writing my life story and feelings that is turned to poetries and essays . This book also contains some filipino poetries but don't worry there is also an english poetries and essays...
