You dont matter any more

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She said she loves me
She says she's proud of me

I work hard in school to get the grades she wants
I work the job she wants, the hours she wants
Pay for myself, listen when she speaks

She said she loves me

She loves that I'm being so independent
She loves that I'm responsible, dependable
She's glad to say she can count on me

School starts back
I work two jobs now,
Split my time between work and school
I'm never home
And when I am home I'm studying
Up til 2 in the morning working
We don't talk anymore
Haven't seen her in days
When I see her I don't listen anymore
I don't have time to pay attention to what she says
I don't know what's going on in my house
I'm too busy durning the days, no one's up with me at night

She says she hates me

She told me she hates me
I'm selfish
I'm a horrible person
I abuse and neglect her
She hates who I am

Well isn't that funny?
Don't want to extend the same curtesy I gave you to me?
Don't want to make the allowances I made because you were busy?
Don't want to take the time to hear my day?

Fine
Hate me

Honestly?
See if I care

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