I was terrified to be loved
I was so convinced of my burden on you
That I was too much, always too much, and never enough
And cause I was so convinced
I could twist the truth, your words
Into my own
Because I couldn't hear what you were saying
I couldn't believe you could love me
And so
I didn't think I could be loved
I was so monstrous
I was unloveable
So when you told me you didn't love me
You couldn't love me
You were terrified to love me
A part of me understood
The rest of me
Shattered right along with you
I'm so glad we didn't leave this as goodbye
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After (2024)
Historia CortaIt's a story about recovering from depression. My journey to stay happy after a long couple years. I write mostly poetry. If you want to read more about my struggles click my profile, I have one published story detailing my 2023 year. It's still har...
