Love Is To Be Blind

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"Can't you see! I'm tired, Clouie!" Of course you're tired, with your mistress.

All I did is do my job as his wife, taking care of everything. At wala siyang ibang ginawa kundi gawin akong tânga sa lahat ng bagay, na para ba akong babaeng walang ginawa kundi maging katulong niya.

I did my best, so he can treat me life his wife. But he didn't. Wala akong effort na naramdaman, pero nagkaron siya ng effort na magsinungaling sa harap ko para lang makipag kita sa kabit niya.

"Mommy? Is daddy okay?" My son asked.

"Yes, baby. Daddy's fine, he's just tired."

Naawa ako sa anak ko, ayokong maranasan niya yung hirap ng buhay na hindi buo ang pamilya.

I want us to be fix, pero hindi ko alam kung hanggang kelan.

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"Oh c'mon, Clouie, don't beg for his attention! I told you his not worth it. Ilang beses ko kaseng sinabi sa'yo na hindi siya ang para sa'yo." My friend, Amara, telling me to get a divorce paper.

"But I love him-"

"F*ck that love, that's not love, Clouie! Nagmumuka kang tânga, alam mo ba yun? I'm sorry pero yun naman talaga, ayokong nakikita ka sa lagay na ganito."

She's been my best friend since grade school. And I know she's just worried.

Inaya ko siya na pumunta sa tahimik na lugar.

"What a view right?" I asked her.

"Yeah, the fresh air. It's been a year since I didn't get this natural air." She happily replied.

"Right, No one will hear you scream." I smiled.

"Huh?" Nagtataka niyang usap.

"Nothing." I chuckles.

"No, I heard you." Feel like she's now afraid, scared bird.

I came to her closely.

"Clouie, what are you doing? Your scaring me." Patuloy siyang umaatras sa pag lapit ko.

"That is what I'm supposed to do."

"Do you.... remember how you kiss my husband? And not realizing I'm his wife?" I smirked. "I'm your best friend, Amara, but you chose to betray me."

I know everything, I can feel what I'm supposed to feel.

I choose violence, why wouldn't I?
I'm just doing it for our future.

"Clouie, please.... I'm begging you, don't... don't kill me. I didn't mean-" She plead.

"You're begging for what? For taking my husband? FOR WHAT AMARA!" I shouted.

"FOR EVERYTHING! OKAY?! FOR EVERYTHING, CLOUIE, FOR TAKING YOU HUSBAND FOR TAKING YOUR MONEY, FOR TAKING YOUR LIFE! PLEASE DON'T KILL ME I'M BEGGING YOU..." She cried. "I... I I'm sorry, for taking everything away from you, but I-I just want to be like you, Clouie.." she continued.

"Huh! Best friends supposed to support each others back! Amara! Not being insecure!"

Lumapit ako tsaka ko siya tinutukan ng baril sa noo.

"Don't beg for my pitty, beg God's grace." I shoot her leg. So she can beg for more.

I want her begging.
I want to see her in pain.

Dahil lahat ng nararamdaman niya ngayon, wala sa kalingkingan ng nararamdaman ko ngayon.

"AHHHH! SCREW YOU, CLOUIE!" She shouts.

I shoot her left leg.

"Simbolize that as how you take my dignity! You whøre!"

I took out my pocket knife. And I stick it to her stomach.

"Ahhhhh!!! Stop it!!"

"Take this, like how you take my husband's d*ck!" I said to her face. "Scream. Scream like how you moan begging for my husbands kisses."

"If you really want to kill me? Just kill me! Wag mo nakong pahirapan ng ganito!"

"Oh no, I will not just kill you, I will kill you like hell."

She cried, scream in pain.

"You know that this is not enough for what have you done."

It's almost dawn and we are still here.

"I-I'm sorry, Clouie. I'm r-really sorry. But I swear your the best thing that h-happens to me, and I'm sorry if I did break our friendship." She whispers.

"Sana inisip mo rin....na kaya kong pumatay para sa kapakanan ng pamilya ko.

"I-I know, but for the last time. Thank you, I love you." The last words she said.

"I'm sorry kung kailangan ring humantong sa ganitong paraan, I love you, but that's enough for you."

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"I may be blind, but I'm not dumb." I said before I buried her body.

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"Clouie, where's your friend? Amara?" My husband asked.

"I don't know, but all I know is she's going far, dunno, like she really wants her peace. Why?" Taas kilay kung tanong.

"N-nothing."

If killing for you is all I can do, I will do it for you.

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