BREAK 4 ME (CARRINGTON DIARIES 5)( Completed)

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BANKS

DONT LET HER IN
SAVE YOUR HEART BANKS
SHE WILL BREAK IT
NO ONE WILL EVERY HURT YOU

My eyes clench shut as see her clench around me."Banks"She moans softly.

One last thrust and she was reaching her orgasm as I watch.
This woman was beauty in itself.
She was the beauty and order that I needed.

Letting her in meant I lost this warring battle that has been going on for years between us.Every time she got close I would simply push her away.But I fucked up.

I told her I loved her.I let her crack my mask and the rest of it was destruction for me.I knew in that moment,Mia Campbell would ruin me.

She would break me.

She cups my face and says "Take me to the bed, Banks".

I quickly pick her up and walk her over to her room with my cock still inside her.The closer we got to that room the more I felt my mask crumble before me.

She had won.
She had broke me like she said she would.

I frown as I set her down on the bed.She watches me closely before sighing."Fine.If you wish to keep playing this game we will.I haven't broken you enough,I'll just keep to keep trying".

My eyes widen slightly as she stands up and walks over to her dresser.Fully naked in front me without a care in the world.She opens the draw and pulls out a shirt before putting it on.

The confidence and cleverness oozing off her like an aura.Mia Campbell had brought aura to rival me.She was a fucking genius who could use anyone to her benefit.

She was going to give up on me.

I clench my eyes shut as I feel memories that I hid deep inside me start to surface.

It won't hurt Banks.It won't hurt for long.

Reese smiles at me and says"That doesn't feel good?Hmm well you aren't gay.I guess that will make things easy.Just don't tell your parents what we just did alright?"

"You're worthless!Pointless!What kind of CEO will you be,Banks"Reese yells.

"It would be so much easier if you were like Vaughn!"

"I'm afraid Knox.He doesn't show any emotion.He doesn't cry.He doesn't laugh.Im scared that something has happened to our baby"Mum cries.

"Mental breakdowns happen all the time Banks.All of this anger let it all out in chaos.Give everyone hell lie they deserve"Reese whispers.

I slowly stand up with my eyes casted down.I slowly walk over to Mia as her attention was on digging through her dresser.My arms wrap around her and she freezes.

MIA

My body freezes as I feel his arms around me.The next thing I hear breaks my heart.Crying.
Banks was crying.

"He broke me Mia.I wasn't what he wanted so he destroyed me to make me into whatever he wanted.I was going to be his puppet to rise up in the ranks of the business industry.But he had to make sure I was perfect first".

I want to turn around and hug him and cry with him to know that I was going to be there for him.

"He touched me to make sure I wasn't gay.And then he found out I wasn't he brought woman over.Thats when she took my virginity.Ripped it from me and walked out the door like it was nothing.He watched the whole thing.I remember those sick eyes as he watched me get defiled for his liking.He said he would kill me if I told anyone about it".

"So I kept it to myself.But eventually it was burying me alive Mia.I couldn't feel.As I got older I figured out my greatness was futbol.So I put everything in it.But my mental health was breaking.And one day I crashed when no one know.I started using drugs anything to feel.I put up a mask so no one could see that I was suffering from him.My younger self held me back every time I tried to tell Mum,Dad, or Vaughn about it".

"And then you got close.So fucking close to see the real me and I was terrified".

I turn around and my eyes start to water as he looks at me with so much sadness.I walk him backwards until he's sitting down on the bed.I straddle his thighs and cup his face.I run my thumbs on his cheek to wipe his tears away.

Maybe me and Banks were meant to be because the sight of him crying makes me want to ruin anything and everything to get him to stop.

"I see you,Banks.I see you.And I'm not going anywhere.Im not terrified.Im not scared.Im proud of you Banks.So fucking proud.For telling me this at.Thank you.I needed to hear this.I needed to know what made you that way".

I run my hand to the back of his neck and kiss his eyelids."Let me in"I say.

He stares for a second before nodding his head."Take everything,Little monster.I don't care as long as I have you".

I smile brightly before crashing my lips on his.He groans as I push him back in the bed.

"I'll be your order,Banks.I'll be everything you want me to be.But let me help.Let me help destroy that bastard for what he did to you".

"I can't ask you-"."You're my boyfriend.And trust me,I'm out to get him even more than I was after finding this out.Let me help you,Banks".

He pauses before nodding his head."Okay.Okay".

I smile softly and kiss him sweetly.He moans in the kiss as I lean back up.I caress his cheek softly as he watches me.

"You're too pretty to cry.That bitch...Leave her to me.I'll deal with her".

He nods his head against and I run my thumb against his bottom lip."Does her touch still consume you?".

He looks at me sadly and says "In nightmares it lingers.In sex it haunts".

I narrow my eyes and in my hand against the bottom of my t-shirt."Then I'll lay by you in your sleep so It goes way"."And in sex?".

I take my shirt off and toss it back as he looks at me lustfully."I'll fuck her touch off you.Her essence.All of it.Every time you have sex you will think of me all time.That bitch won't affect you anymore because you're mine".

He grips my waist as I smirk."So tell me after we are done tonight if she's in your mind.Because I'm going to ride your dick till it's limp".

"Fuck Little monster".

I smirk devilishly as I run my hand down his abs."I hope you have the stamina tonight,preppy".