BREAK 4 ME (CARRINGTON DIARIES 5)( Completed)

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BANKS

two days later.

"What?"Aunt Nadia says shocked.

"I'm saying that I wish to get my diploma sent to me and not attend graduation".

"Are you insane?You sent four year here just to..get it shipped to your house?".

I nod my head and she frowns.Im sure she knows all about what happened at the ski trip.I mean they literally came back early yesterday and have been blowing up my phone.

Especially Mia.But I'm going to focus on myself before I do anything.

"Is this about Mia?Because if thats the case Nephew I can make sure she stays behind".

I raise my eyebrow and say "I don't think you have the power to do that,Auntie"."You underestimate me nephew".

I do a forced smile and shake my head."I just think that getting myself in the mode of practicing is what I should be doing the most.I just wanted to tell you ahead of time so you can get things ready for me.Ill be driving up to Liverpool to the training camp that day".

"Isn't that the same day Mia leaves for Milan?".I pause and says "What?".

Well she has failed again at telling me things.You know part of me is getting pretty fucking sick of it.

She frowns as says "Wow she really didn't tell you shit.Mia leaves for Milan during the graduation.That's why she won't be attending either".

I nod my head and say "Well that's her problem.I just wanted to let you know for me".

I stand up and bow my head."See you later Auntie"."Wait".

I stop walking and turn to her."I know this might be a lot to say.And it isn't particularly my business but..I think you should see her off,Banks".

I narrow my eyes and she smiles."My biggest regret in my life is that I didn't going with my mother when she visited Egypt before her death.She wanted me see Egypt in her eyes and I was too busy to go".

She leans forward and says "So go see her at the airport Banks.See her off and leave things open..or close them.Thats entirely up to you".

See her?Seeing her at the airport meant watching her leave.Watching her get in that plane and leave me forever.

I knew I couldn't meet her at the airport.
It would be a signal that that was the end of us and part of me knew that if it was the end,my motivation would diminish on us coming together again.

I didn't believe in fate.
I knew that I was the villain in whatever twisted love story this was.I would watch Mia move on and find the man of her dreams.

While I would just sit back and watch all of her dreams come true.Dreams that Mia wished for both of us to have together as a couple.

"I will think about it.Thank you Auntie"."No problem,Nephew.By the way you were always my favorite.I love a little mayhem creator".

I shake my head amused as I walk out of her office.I turn the corner and bump into Zoe."Banks".

I nod my head and she clears her throat."I was going in to see my mom.I didn't know you were there".

"Well she's free now".I walk past her as she frowns at me.I didn't want to do this but part of me needed to distance myself.

Let them process my feelings and take into account everything that's happened.

I walk over to my dorm and immediately stop when I see Mia sitting down at the door.She looks up and her eyes widen slightly when she sees me.

She stands up and I clench my teeth.I walk past her and over to my door.I try to walk in before she grabs my arm.

"You think you can just walk by me like nothing is wrong?"."Nothing is wrong.We are broken up Mia.Give your dreams-".

"-Oh shut the fuck up"She hisses coldly.

Okay I was definitely not expecting that to come out of her mouth.I definitely had Mia processing this a lot more different.

My eyes widen as she pushes me in the door and shuts the door behind her."Break up?We aren't breaking up.There is no breaking up between us".

Her eyes soften as a devilishly smile appears on her face."You're mine,Banks.I made that extremely clear"."We can't work-".

"-You're chaos and I'm order.And we break for each other.You give in as my much as I do.I take your darkness and you take my pain.You fuck me like I'm your everything and I kiss you like your my world".

She steps up with her eyes full of determination."Yes see this Banks...you aren't running away this time".

"You'll be in Milan-".

She smiles brightly before grabbing the back of my neck and pulling me closer."And I will not look at another man,think about another man.Date another man.You.You are the only one for Banks.I'll wait for however long it takes.I don't give a shit we are old and it happens.Its either you or no one".

"No.I refuse to let you waste your life-"."-*Im not wasting my life away.Because ever since I was 7 years old I knew who I wanted and that was you.Its always you".

She grabs my cheeks and presses her forehead on mine."Promise me Banks that when we find each other again,you will give this a chance for real.That you will give everything to me like I give everything to you".

I nod my head and she groans."Say it.I need a promise out your mouth,baby".

I feel my hand go to her waist and I say "I promise,Mia".

Her eyes soften slightly and her eyes start to tear up."Fuck.I hate this.I hate that the world is pulling us apart".

I close my eyes and as she kisses my cheek softly."What do you want ,Banks".

"For you to be my wife".

I open my eyes and see her bright smile."Then wait for me.Don't touch another woman don't look at another woman.Just you and me until the end.Promise?".

"I promise Little monster".

I never made promises but I knew this one I would keep.

No one tasted like Little monster and honestly no one ever will.It was her who gave my light and it was her I wanted a future with.

"Wait for Me,Banks?".I cup her face softly before staring into her eyes.I place a soft yet delicate kiss on her lips and sigh.

"For a lifetime,Little monster".